FabGuys.com forum: My Secret Life

By *lex_169 OP Man
3 days ago

Boness

I've never posted in the Forum before but I thought I would have a go at documenting my early days, partly to relive memories but also in case it resonates or arouses you.

My very first "moment" was when 17 in early 80's, I had travelled to Edinburgh on the bus to stay at my older sisters for a few days. By the time the bus arrived I really needed to pee and saw the toilets. Going in there were quite a lot of men at the urinals so I went into one of the cubicles. As I sat down and pee'd I saw the scrawled drawings of men in undies and hard cocks ejaculating. Then messages and even phone numbers all over the walls. At that time I had a long term GF and hadn't ever even considered men in any way sexual, BUT my cock got rock hard and I felt a surge of adrenalin. I couldn't stop myself from wanking reading every message as I did. I came so hard I actually hit the door with one of the spurts. As I slowed down that I saw the eye at the small hole from the next cubicle. I pretty much panicked pulling up my trousers and half running out. Fear, nerves, worry as I re-joined normality outside. It was only a few moments but the experience shaped me so much. I used to masturbate when back home reliving that moment time and time again. When I applied to go to Uni I remember my parents asking why I only wanted to go for Edinburgh options.

When I moved to Edinburgh a few months later I lived parallel lives - one the boyfriend, studying and diligent the other always seeking out toilets and places that had older men especially there. I didn't become a "cock whore" or "was doing everything" it was always small steps exploring but also full of caution trying to manage and balance this craving that was inside me with "normal" life.

There were several moments over the years about the old toilets, meeting spots around Edinburgh and the old sex cinema that are imprinted on my mind which I can post if anyone would find it of interest.

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By *ashtoolMan
3 days ago

belfast

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By *alpalMan
3 days ago

Scartho, Grimsby

Look forward to hearing about your experiences

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By *iranda444TV/TS
3 days ago

Edinburgh

Thats where I first found out about cocks in the old bus station toilets through little holes in the cubicle walls mmnnnn

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By *wanie69Man
3 days ago

Lanarkshire .

More please

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By *dm1Man
3 days ago

Manchester

Look forward to reading more

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By *avenMan
3 days ago

Stoford

Sure to be popular

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By *amieforfun1973TV/TS
3 days ago

bognor regis

I also discovered cock in local toilets.

I used to watch for guys going in and out and how long they were in there

My first time, I was about 34 and been straight til that point. I had played in chat rooms etc but nothing for real. I was watching and knew that there was only one guy in there and he’d been in for a couple of minutes so I overcame my nerves and went in. Sure enough there he was slowly wanking at the urinal. I stood next to him and got mine out to simulate the same. I looked across at his hard cock as he turned slightly towards me.

I instinctively reached across and held my first cock. It was so soft to the touch but hard too, I started wanking him and he turned fully to me. Without thinking I leaned down and tasted another man’s cock for the first time. It was so different to what I expected and I wanted more. Unfortunately before long someone else came isn’t a I panicked but as in introduction, it was a good experience. Thanks for reading, please check out my profile and happy to answer ANY questions you may have

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By *e again 200Man
3 days ago

edinburgh

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By *wanMan
3 days ago

camborne

Yes please I’d love to hear more of your experiences.

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By *illmecreviceMan
1 hour ago

Reading

I enjoyed reading this post &

Hope you write more

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