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By *anie1975 OP TV/TS
2 days ago
North Ayrshire |
Dermot and Sheila arrived on time, they hugs me and their uncle.
We missed you James, when uncle Collin say you want to meet us, we drop everything to come over to see you. How have you been James?
I am very well thank you, are you 2 well?
We are finish school soon and we are going to colleague next year. Say Dermot.
I know, your uncle told me that. Are you both excited to go to colleague?
They look at each other.
Something wrong? I asked.
Sheila look at me and Dermot say, don't tell or we be in big trouble.
I don't care say Sheila.
Mom doesn't want us to go too far, she want us to be near home but the colleague near us are not good, they have bad reputation.
Oh what kind of bad reputation?
They have bullies, knife crime, haters and bad people.
So why does your mother want to both to go there?
She said it is cheaper, she can't afford to put us in the other colleague, which we were accepted.
So it is financial problem? Well you can tell your mom I am going to pay for you colleague and right through your university. Which ever school you both want, I will pay for it, I don't care how much it will cost, I will get you both there. You can tell your mom, I want her to sell the car and give me back my money, she is not supposed to have my car, it was given by your aunty to her without my permission.
Oh we didn't know that, all mom said was, aunty Isabelle gave her as a present.
No your aunty Isabelle steal my belong and gave it away.
I told you aunty Isabelle is up to no good and you don't believed me, now you see, I was right all along.
What are you talking about Dermot?
He look at Collin.
Sorry uncle Collin, I over heard aunty say to mom that you are gay and you are not to be trusted.
Collin mouth drop.
I cut in. Don't listen to what your aunty have to say.
We don't care uncle Collin, we loved you has you are, gay or not, you are our favourite uncle. Shelia say, Dermot nodded.
Collin couldn't speak.
Now, what I want you both to do is, send me your school details and your bank account, will you both do that for me?
Yes James but why do you want our bank account?
So I can give you both money to spend but only for school, not to spend on other things, if you want something, you can contact me and I will send you more, only if it is necessary, I am not buying both of you branded clothes or fancy night out.
Thank you James, I don't know what to say? Dermot say.
Just say thank you that would be enough. Your uncle Seamus want me to look after both of you, he adore both of you.
Sheila started to cry. I missed uncle Seamus, he has been very kind to us, he always buy us presents after a trip and always takes us out for a meal, always encouraged us to study. We can always talk to uncle Seamus.
You can still talk to him, when ever you want, or you can call me, you can talk to me.
Thank you James, you are the best thing ever happen to uncle Seamus.
My eyes are building up, but I swallow in and change the subject.
Now you can tell your mom, I will look after both of you, she don't have to worry about financing your study, I will.
They both smile and look happy.
Have you both eaten yet?
Yes James, we ate Mcdonald before we came here.
Ok, I will let you both get home and give your mom the good news and don't forget to send me the things I need.
Ok James, I will contact you once I got all the details, say Dermot.
They both stood up, give me and Collin a hug and they left.
I say back down and look at Collin.
Cats got your tongue? I say to him.
I can't believed what I've just heard.
Which part? Isabelle know you are gay?
How does she know?
You're asking me?
Just a thought.
Woman know.
You really think so?
Yes, my mom know I am gay before I tell her.
So your secret are out. Why are you hiding anyway, why don't you live your life and fuck what others have to say. It is your life after all. I don't give a toss what others have to say about me. If they don't like it, it is their lost not mine. If they think their life is better then mine, then they really have to look in the mirror and ask themselves if they really do have a good life. I don't care, full stop. You shouldn't either, we only have one life, make the fucking most of it, hiding in the closet doesn't make you happy, you will only destroy yourself, for what? to make others happy? Fuck them, get a life and enjoy it while you still can.
It is easy for you to say that, you have lived in that life for a long time.
Oh really? you think it was easy for me huh? Well let me tell you this mate. It is not, I have fight everyday to be who I am, I've been called names, pushed around and being abused in school. I have to stand up for myself and defend myself. Easy? No it is not. If you let other treat you badly and don't do anything about it, its get worse. Stand up for yourself and fuck them. Eventually they know you can't be fuck with.
I am old now, I don't want to fight.
For fuck sake, you are not old, you still have a life ahead of you, make the most out of it mate. What do you want to do, sit on your crouch and knit, watch TV and have a few beers, eat pizza and fuck a few guys once in the blue moon when you nails start to grow.
He laugh so hard, people were watching him.
You are so funny, he laugh again.
I mean really, you are not a poor man, move somewhere and get a new life, what do you have to loose and what is holding you back?
Nothing. He say
Well then, get that ass off and start living your life.
You asked me to stay with you, if you can't live openly how are we going to live together? You're going to lock me in a safe box?
He laugh again. Coughing.
You're going to kill me laughing.
Right now, come to a serious bits.
Why are you paying for their education?
Like I said Collin if you ever repeat what I am gong to tell you, I will never ever speak to you again.
I've promised you.
I when to see Seamus solicitor, I was going to sued him but I have a better idea, I asked him to pay for Dermot and Sheila education until they finish University.
Oh and he agreed to it?
Do you think he have a choice? Either he loose his business and never be a solicitor ever again or pay for his mistakes.
Geez, I never thought you have a business mind.
You do not know me well enough, like I said, you fuck with me, you will get it back. Never let anyone walk over you, if they do it, they will repeat it again if you don't put a stop to it.
He have an easy way out, if I have sued him, he will loose everything, I doubt he want that, so we make a deal and he accepted.
I guess you haven't eat yet?
No, well maybe we should have dinner then?
That be great.
We head into the dining room and ordered our food. We were sipping our wine when I ask him.
Tell me about your life Collin, what have you been up too since your wife passed away?
You know I've sold my company?
Yes and make a huge fortune out of it.
How do you know that?
Your family can't keep their mouth shut.
Out of a sudden you brought this big house, you also brought a house for your son and daughter but you are still cheapskate.
I am not.
really?
Yes I am not cheap skate.
Oh well then you can pay for this dinner.
You got me there. He laugh. I will buy you this dinner.
Go on then.
Nothing really, I do lot of gardening, read, take my grandkids for a walk, sometime they stay over, I am enjoying cooking now and I go to the gym 3 times a week.
Is there where it started?
Started what?
You attracted to man?
It just happened, I was in the shower, this guy approached me and start playing with my cock, he gave me a blow job.
But you were a homophobe.
I was not, I was jealous that Seamus can have an opened life style, where I was stuck in mine.
Why didn't you talk to us?
Are you kidding me. what do you want me to say?
Just say it, we have never judge you, even though we know you can be an ass sometime.
I was scared, so I kept it to myself and I was curious.
Is that why you spied on us and see what we are doing?
He blushed.
I shouldn't have mention that to you.
You think we didn't know huh?
Both of you know?
Of course but we don't care, it is our life and it is our house, we don't closed our door.
So when is the first time you fucked a guy?
Geez you are very straight forward aren't you?
Yes I am but you don't have to tell me if you don't feel comfortable.
I was walking in the park near the house one evening after dinner, I sat on a bench and this guy sat beside me and we start talking, he start to touch me and asked me if I would like to have a drink at his place. I when to his house, I would never invite anyone to mine.
He say he is gay and he like me. I wonder why?
Your big cock that's why. Did he feel your cock before he invite you?
Geez James, can't you be more discrete?
There are only you and I here.
Yes he did. he say he is bottom and he want me to fuck him. That was my first time.
Obviously you like it?
Yes and no.
I raised my eyes brown.
He can't take all of me, he does gave a good blow job. Actually none of them can take my size, except you.
I have more experience.
But you are not only bottom?
No I am not, I am versatile, I like fucking an ass too.
I bet you do, you have a big one too and I am sure those man love it.
Some of them.
So why don't you move away and live somewhere else so you can live your life?
I like where I am, quite, nice house, nice neighbours and very convenience for me.
So you're going to live in the closet?
I don't know.
Right.
Anyway it is none of my business how you want to live your life. Just be careful.
We finish our dinner and it was only 9.30 pm.
I thank him for the dinner. I say I will call him before I leave.
I took my leave and head back to my room. I was tired, I take a shower and head to bed.
A knock on the door, fuck, that is the last thing I need. I wonder who it could be.
I open the door Collin standing there.
Can I come in please?
I am tired Collin, what do you want?
I have something to tell you, please can I come in?
I open the door wilder, he step in.
He turn around and look at me.
I love you James, I have secretly loved you, I was so jealous with the relationship you had with my brother. Maybe that is why I was being nasty to him. I saw how you cared and loved him, it was eating inside me, I was so jealous. Now you know why I can tell you guy. The only reason I stayed with you guys because I get to see you, talk to you, have some little time with you when Seamus are not around. You never show any interest with me, and I keep wondering why, why Seamus not me.
When Seamus passed, I thought I might have a chance but you left, without a word or good bye, I wanted to call you but I didn't dare. I've kept this feeling for a long time, I just have to tell you now and get it off my chest. I wanted to tell you this morning, but I didn't dare too.
Thank you Collin, that is very nice of you. I know you were interested on me, you flirt with me a few times, even try to touch me. I brushed it off. Your brother were a very special man, I have never loved anyone like I loved him. He is a gentle person, very caring, very generous, very loving man, and he loved me. We had a wonderful relationship, 10 years is a long time, I never regret one moment. when Seamus passed, my life broke into thousand of pieces, I was alone, scared and doesn't know what I was going to do. I was depressed for a long time, so I work to my bones and try to live my life. I do have a good life, I do whatever I want, go where ever I want and spend days doing nothing or work to my bones. A very simple life.
Now that you have all the money, what are you going to do?
I will still live in a simple life, I will still work and try to enjoy my day.
Thank you for telling me how you felt Collin. I appreciated it very much.
Now you better go, or you are going to miss your train. I have a busy day tomorrow has you know.
Would you allow me to stay with you James, just for another night. I am tired too.
I sigh. Alright, sleep only.
He held up his finger, boy scout promise.
He did kept his promised, I had a good sleep, waking up fresh, I look at the clock, 7.15am, I have my shower and got dress, order breakfast and I wake him up. He got out of the shower and got dress too, we had our breakfast, we had small chat.
TBC
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