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By *lex_169 OP   Man
3 days ago

Boness

I only wanted to highlight moments in my life that really shaped me sexually, but also I wanted to give some context to how I arrived there.

I had moved to Edinburgh for University having just turned 19. I was sharing a flat with some others and also had a steady gf. So on surface life was great, however, I was finding myself wandering around always looking for toilets or quiet spots in woods I wasn't even sure why or what I expected I just had this urge. When I found the sex cinema on Nicholson Street on the southside. I remember just staring at the entrance wanting to go in wondering, guessing what it might be like. It probably took me a couple of times before I went up to desk and bought my first ever sex cinema ticket. As soon as wandered into the main lobby it felt so different to any other cinema I had been. darker, musty seedy smelling, one guy just standing there looking at me. I went through the two big double doors and was instantly hit with the sound of a woman being "fucked", back in those days all sex was simulated nothing else - but god the sound just filled my senses and I slid into seat a few rows from the back. This will sound so lame but it was so arousing seeing this naked woman simulating being ridden, you could see her breasts flopping back and forward a glimpse of pussy hair etc, but I so wanted to see the cock that was "in her" but the camera continuously avoided it. I also started to take in the surroundings maybe 20-25 people in total spread out but predominantly at the back nearly all older men. I could hear quiet sounds occasionally from back there nothing overt but I just knew things were happening there that I so wanted to know but was too nervous to do anything about. I was also too nervous to do any more than quietly rub my own cock through my trousers trying to take everything in - it felt almost "heady" until it got to the time in needed to get back to the other me.

That night I fucked my gf. In my mind she was the woman on the screen and I was the man, all the old men were watching us. At one point with her on her hands and knees I turned my head as if to look out of the screen to them, pulling my cock right out so they could all see it. My head was imagining men masturbating while looking at me. I had never cum so hard with my gf before.

I know this will all sound quite tame to many, but it started me on a route that created two people in one person. Hope this was not too slow or boring, will add more if anyone enjoyed it.

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By *unwithuMan
3 days ago

manchester

Good start. Please continue

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By *ountyGuy18Man
3 days ago

Leicester Groby Road

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By *lex_169 OP   Man
3 days ago

Boness

Thanks I will do.

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By *scotiaMan
3 days ago

EH21

Mmmmmmmmmmmmmmore please

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By *otsexydannyMan
3 days ago

Norwich and sometimes London

Definitely carry on, I'm sure there's lots of guys on here that can relate to what you're saying (plus it's making me horny!!)

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By *ike 57Man
3 days ago

clonmel

what a great story

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By *irexMan
3 days ago

Hertford

Great start, looking forward to hearing where your journey takes you 👍😎

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By *ature boyMan
3 days ago

Erdington

More please asap

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By *lex_169 OP   Man
3 days ago

Boness

Over maybe the next year I just kept going to that sex cinema and another one found in Glasgow. I had also discovered a few toilets round Edinburgh - Nicholson sq - a bit overwhelming for me small lots of guys , Meadows beside edinburgh royal - cubicles had so much sexual graffiti I would masturbate constantly, Haymarket a bit too public for me but lots going on. Brunstfield close to flat I was in so always bit cautious and finally at that time Corstorphine - very active place three cubicles all with small holes in each wall and some in doors.

Till that point my activity was pretty much sit in cubicles rock hard reading the messages and more importantly having men look through the holes at me wanking. I never had the nerve to let them in or go out at that time but god the notes they would push through "good boy push your pants down" "that's it show me your cock" "let me see you spurting" they all made me feel more turned on than anything in my "other life" I would also look through and see these amazing older cocks being wanked openly as I watched. I was still with the same gf and we were talking about getting a flat together, how I managed to compartmentalise my life is a challenge a lot of us will have had to face. After ejaculating I would often feel guilt and regret wishing I wasn't "like this" but within a day the urges would be back.

Then one time going in to Corstorphine, with the usual nerves of walking up trying to be casual but feeling the opposite, going down the side entrance smelling the disinfectant and piss that pulse of arousal and nervous energy hitting me. Going in two men at urinal, I only glance and go straight into the middle cubicle. As I close the door I see a pair of women's white panties in the corner beside the toilet. I have no idea why but it felt like a surge hit me looking at them. I sat down peering they looked crumpled but not covered in cum or anything. I had to pick them up. inspecting they looked quite clean. I heard the door close next door. the small piece of paper that had been placed on the small hole moved and a bit of light came from next. I leant back keeping the panties out of sight not sure on what to do. Then the toilet paper note folded several times to fit through slid into view. I knew how this worked by now so opened it. "do you like the panties? They would look good on you" OMG he placed them there he would have seen me going in. I just sat still, another note "take your cock out let me have a look", all the urges pushing into my head again. I put the panties under my arm and unzipped talking my leaking cock out. note: "good boy" I had never taken highs at that point but that is how my head felt from what was happening. I was lifting my hips wanting him to see how hard I was I wanted him to see me.

Note "take your trousers and pants off" I'm in that state where I just do it. "Note "stand up and face the hole" I do it I feel exposed and in a heightened sexual state. Note "turn round show me your hole" I feel overwhelmed as I turn, my hands pulling my cheeks wide. looking back I see note - the thing that is controlling me now. "take your top of let me see you naked" I just do it - I still know I am "safe" locked in my cubicle. I don't think he can see up to my face so still feel that anonymity. Note: "put the panties on" Trainers kicked off - I didn't need to remove my socks but for some reason it felt right the stone floor cold but irrelevant. bending I stepped into them and for the first time slide a pair of women's panties up my legs. Pulling them tight I could feel the material go up between my cheeks - nothing like the ones I had worn there. My cock was throbbing in them. Note "good boy lets see that cock sticking out the side" It was actually an effort I was so hard it was almost jammed in them. I am standing facing him exposed moving my hips forward and back like I am fucking...or maybe being fucked.

Note "They'll be pulled to the side one day and you will feel a cock go right up your cunt" I just started ejaculating no touching just from reading those words. The cum went up the wall 3 4 5 spurts. Then the reality re-appears in my mind. It's like I am looking down on myself, as quick as can be possible I dress - I didn't change the panties for my own purely from a speed perspective. I was back to my other self needing to leave to be normal again. Over the next few days and weeks I would masturbate either wearing the panties or onto the gusset, also started pushing things into my anus ....or "cunt" as he called it

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By *iv JonesMan
3 days ago

Cardiff

Love the story

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By *endeepMan
3 days ago

Great Yarmouth

Keep going ...it's getting me aroused ..

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By *ature boyMan
3 days ago

Erdington

Wow. Interesting ... more please

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By *ashtoolMan
3 days ago

belfast

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By *ndstorm45Man
3 days ago

Wakefield

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By *lex_169 OP   Man
2 days ago

Boness

I didn't expect to feel so aroused by others also liking my history, will definitely continue.

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By *igusdickus691Man
2 days ago

Mitcham

Loving this can't wait for more

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By *illmecreviceMan
2 days ago

Reading

Lovin it

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By *ature boyMan
2 days ago

Erdington

More please

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By *manMan
2 days ago

wiltshire

Very nice, more please x x x

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