I've often fantasised about my 'ideal' first encounter with someone. As an aspiring submissive cocksucker I think about it a lot and decided to write out a little scenario based on my nerves and inexperience. Finally getting the courage to allow someone to cum in my mouth.
This is fiction, sadly, but I'm always open to the possibility of changing that one day...
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My stomach is alive with butterflies as I arrive at the agreed location. I can't believe it's going to happen!
Due to my inability to accommodate and your not knowing me well enough to accommodate yourself (which is absolutely understandable) we agreed to have our first meeting on neutral ground. A premier inn somewhere between us.
I have to take a few minutes to breath in the car to steady my nerves. Sure, I've met a few people online over the years, but the last one was a long time ago and this feels different. I'm not just here to give pleasure, though that will be a significant part of it, I am here to submit to you.
As I walk up to the main entrance you're already there, having arrived and checked in a little while ago. You offer a warm smile. I offer a nervous one in return. My face is clean shaven, as soft as I could get it. We exchange friendly greetings and you lead the way to the room. I look at the receptionist as we pass. Do they have any idea?
When we reach the room, you hold the door open for me and I step in, walking into the centre of the room where I stand, facing you, my hands clasped tenderly in front of me.
"I'm really glad you came," you say.
"I'm glad too," I reply, holding back a shy smile.
"You're probably quite nervous so there's no pressure today. Just try and relax and enjoy yourself."
"I am yeah, and thank you...Sir," I add.
The word feels right rolling off my tongue. 'Sir'. It helps me feel already my place in this room. While we're alone my purpose is different.
"Very good. Now take off your clothes," you say. It's firm but not nasty.
"Yes, Sir."
I start to undress, removing my socks, my hoodie, my top, my jeans and finally my underwear, placing them in a pile off to the side. I suddenly feel very exposed. Amplified by the fact that you are much taller than me, and you are also still fully dressed. This feels right though. I'm supposed to be exposed.
"Turn for me, slowly," you say.
I do so, rotating slowly on the spot so you can have a good look at me. I have an average build, not slim but not chubby. My crotch is also clean shaven. My butt, whilst not super pert and peachy, does have a bit of grab to it. I stop when I'm facing you again.
"Very nice," you say. "Now, tell me what you would like to get out of today."
"Umm..." I mumble. Nervous to voice my desires out loud.
"It's okay. This is a safe place. You can say what you want here."
"I'm...uh...I'm here to, submit to you, Sir."
"Yes, I know that, but what do you want to do? Give me specifics. How do you want to submit to me?"
I pause. "I want to...I, umm...I'm going to...suck your dick, Sir."
It sounds so strange hearing the words come out of my mouth. Normally I only ever think it. I have sucked cock before, but I've never said the words out loud, and especially never to someone. This act alone scrambles something in my brain and I'm filled with a feeling of sluttiness.
"I really want to suck your dick...please." I say, a bit more confident.
I can't tell what's going on behind your eyes, but you seem to be listening very intently.
"On your knees," you say after a moment.
I sink down, feeling my knees rub on the cheap, scratchy carpet. You reach across the bed and pick up a pillow, dropping it at your feet. You then point to it and click your fingers.
I know instinctively what to do. Lowering myself to my hands and knees I crawl to you, stopping when I can kneel comfortably on the pillow. Your crotch is now inches from my face. I slowly look up at you.
"You can undress me," you say, smiling.
I look forward at your belt, unbuckling it slowly and then unbuttoning and zipping you. I slowly lower your jeans to your ankles and help you step out of them. I'm now faced with your bulge in your underwear. I can see you're already swelling with excitement.
I reach into your waistband and lower your underwear, your juicy hard cock now free and bobbing in front of my face.
"Don't move," you say suddenly.
I obey, placing my hands on my lap and waiting. I see your cock coming closer to my face, closer and closer. My instinct is to move back, but I don't. I feel the head of your cock make contact with my cheek, before your shaft start to rub against me.
Your cock now resting on my face. I feel your hips moving as you slowly wipe your shaft across my face, pushing my nose back and forth, your balls resting on my lips, which I keep obediently closed.
Eventually you move your hips back so your cock is level with my face again.
"Okay, you can suck me now. Take your time. Enjoy it."
My heart thumping I reach up with my hand to take your shaft.
"No hands! Only your mouth," you say suddenly.
My hand snaps back to my thigh and I bring my head forward, my lips slowly parting, my mouth opening. I take your juicy head into my mouth and my lips close around it.
My eyes roll back into my head as the taste of your cock is introduced to me. It fills my mouth. You feel so good resting on my tongue. I starting to swirl my tongue a little, feeling out the textures of your head, tasting the rest of you.
Then with deliberate slowness I move my lips further down your shaft, consuming more of you, feeling your head move to the back of my mouth, tasting even more of you. Your shaft doesn't have as intense a flavor as your head. When I move back up your cock and your head comes to rest fully on my tongue again the taste returns in full and I let out a small groan.
For a while my mouth performs this gentle back and forth on your cock. You can feel me tasting you, playing with you, giving you the full tour of my mouth.
The only interruption is when you move to sit on the edge of the bed. I reposition the pillow between your wide open legs and continue sucking.
"Very good. A little faster now," you say after a while.
"Mmmhmmm," I mumble, my mouth still working.
I pick up the pace, generating more saliva as I suck, slurp and tongue your cock. I focus a lot on the head, knowing this is the most sensitive area, hoping this is giving the most pleasure.
I lose track of time as I'm between your legs. I'm in heaven. I feel fully submissive to you, just desperately trying to impart pleasure all the while adoring how your cock tastes, how it feels inside my mouth.
"This is really good," you say after a while. "You're gonna make me cum soon. As this is our first meeting, and only on this occasion, I will let you choose where I cum."
I continue to suck while I think this over, a powerful desire overpowering me, but also filling me with nerves. I withdraw your cock from my mouth for the first time in what feels like ages, a few thick strings of saliva hanging from my chin.
"Can I tell you a secret, Sir," I say, my voice filled with trepidation.
"Of course," you reply curiously.
I pause, almost afraid to say it.
"Umm...well...no one has actually cum in my mouth before. When I've done this before I always ask them to cum on my face...which is fine, I love that...but..."
I look down at your cock, shyly, then up at you.
"I would....I would really like you to cum in my mouth. I'd like you to be the first....please, sir."
You don't say anything. I wonder what is going through your mind. I continue to stroke your cock while I wait for you to mull this new information over.
"Are you sure you're ready for it?" you ask.
I pause, then nod shakily. "Yes, Sir. I'm ready. Please cum in my mouth."
You nod, smiling. "Very well. Then continue as you were. It won't be long now."
"Yes, Sir. Thank you, Sir." I say.
My lips close around your head again and I back to work. Sucking, slurping, moaning. I can feel a little tremor in my body as I know I'm getting you closer to cumming. Your breathing starts to accelerate and you start to moan quietly.
I'm suddenly desperate for it. I want it. I want your cum. To taste it. For you to claim my mouth.
"Mmm...fuck..." you start to moan. "Here it comes...here it comes...." you whisper.
For half a second my instinct is to pull away, the nerves are getting to me. But I commit to you. I submit to your cock and your cum.
I feel your cock start to tense between my lips and after a few seconds I feel a sudden warmth rush into my mouth. At the same time I hear breathy moans escaping you.
Next comes the taste. And my god this is incredible! It's heavy, musky and a little salty. It's your unique taste. I let out a loud, satisfied moan and I feel more of your cum oozing into my mouth.
Even more intense is the feeling of pure satisfaction I get as I hear you moaning and feeling you unloading into my mouth. Knowing how great it feels to cum in someone's mouth I am filled with joy knowing that I've given this feeling to you. It massages something new and exciting in the back of my mind. A submissive and slutty nerve.
When I feel your orgasm has ended I withdraw my mouth from your cock, looking up at you.
"Show it to me," you say still breathily.
Awkwardly I open my mouth and you see a small pool of sticky white cum swimming on my tongue.
"Are you ready to swallow yet?"
I think about this, then shake my head.
"Okay, you can spit it out on this occasion. I'll be expecting you to swallow me in the future though, so think about that."
I nod thankfully and stand up, my legs shaking a little as I walk into the bathroom. I let your cum dribble from my mouth into the sink but I don't wash my mouth out, wanting to savor the taste for longer.
I look at myself in the mirror, my face a shiny mess of spit, my cheeks flushed from effort and nerves. I'm looking at the secret part of myself. My slutty side that you've brought out. I smile, still tasting this older strangers cum in my mouth. No longer a stranger. Sir. My Master.
I walk back out into the room where you've repositioned to be sat against the
headboard of the bed. You've put the TV on.
"Are you feeling okay?" you ask with genuine concern in your voice.
"Yeah...I...I think so..." I say. I'm still quite on edge after everything.
You open your legs and beckon me forward. I crawl onto the bed on my hands and knees.
"Do you think you've got another one in you?" you ask.
I smile. I can still taste your spunk and I'm so in my submissive space that I don't even hesitate. I crawl between your legs and my head lowers into your lap, scooping up your semi-hard cock into my mouth and beginning to suck again.
For the next hour or so my world consists entirely of your cock, your balls and your cum. I'm able to make you cum two more times in my mouth, the final of which, after a long hesitation I swallow your load.
We shower together before parting ways. Me still on my knees and pleasuring your cock, only cleaning myself when you allow it.
When we do bid farewell I find myself wondering already when we can next meet so I can explore my submissive, slutty nature more. |
