FabGuys.com forum: Me…so far.

By *uby Slippers OP Man
1 week ago

I am just going to talk openly about how I got to me today.

Not story more just a conversation.

I think I’ve always known that I liked men, that doesn't mean I understood how I felt but I’ve always known. I have slept with many women some of whom would have made perfect wife’s or partner’s and some were bat shit crazy but the sex was out of this world….ill be honest, it never satisfied me.

The 1st female I believed I loved was always cheating on me, would end it and then come back to me telling me how she just needed that guy at that time.

Her mum (k) actively encouraged her behaviour…I wasn’t enough as far as she was concerned and made it obvious.

K was stunning, confident and over baring..she would pass on “advice” on how we could spice up our sex life..it was her who suggested to the daughter that she should get me to wear feminine underwear during sex. Was crazy.

Anyway she moved away and I slept with every female I could but it was empty, I’d watch port and be far more aware of the cocks and feel jealous of the pleasure the women were displaying.

I then moved away at 22, should have been honest then but hid the truth and it wasn’t till Id moved home home met a beautiful female that I gave in to my own truth.

I was 26 by now and this amazing beautiful female that I’d been with for 2 years had stoped sleeping with me was open that she was struggling with her sexuality..we stayed together although I knew she was seeing women, I found this site and eventually met a guy locally…I went for a massage and he wanked me off. I couldn’t get hard I was so nervous but I came so hard and so much…this felt so right.

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By *uby Slippers OP Man
1 week ago

Me and this girl continued for so long (4 years maybe even 6 although) trying to make it work but I wasn’t what she needed or wanted in a man and really she didn’t even want a man.

I had by now been using her dildo at every opportunity..and if honest bananas, cucumbers…anything, she looked so amazing when she orgasm med I was jealous..it looked so much more intense than anything I ever felt form my penis. I think she knew, she always looked disgusted with me.

Once we ended it I still didn’t really explore and continued to sleep my way through as many women as possible, I wasn’t trying to make myself “straight” I did and do find women attractive but I was more afraid to be the me on the inside

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By *uby Slippers OP Man
1 week ago

I knew what I wanted and as stereotype as this maybe I wanted an older man, a dominant/confident man..a top man.

I spent hours on here talking to men trying to to find the guys to meet them…I made good “friends” with some but never met, well u till I did..then suddenly I’d met 3guys in as many months…not full sex but I definitely enjoyed it. I got scared and deleted my account.

I’d dated a few women but nothing serious and so I opened a new account. That’s when I found him, we spoke for over a year and finally we met up and o can’t tell you how amazing that was when I gave myself fully to him but he lived a great distance away so it couldn’t be more.

Although this same time I met a woman and as much as I tryed I had to see where it went it was good, reall good but my mental health deteriorated. Hiding want I knew to be the truth was such a heavy burden…it vey nearly because too much. she was very good with it all to be honest and I opened up. We stayed together for years but it ended with me needing to find myself.

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By *uby Slippers OP Man
1 week ago

That’s where this ends.

I’m still trying to find myself. I’ve not met anyone for a long time but it’s on the horizon.

I think hidding from myself has created more problems than it’s solved and I’m still not in a position to be comfortable with being openly out, I’ve got my kinks and very much understand what I want.

Happy to discuss or chat if you read this and have questions

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By *uby Slippers OP Man
1 week ago

I’ve left some parts out..wearing female underwear (and who’s) my use of other dildos (and who)..let me know ow if you want to hear about it..none of it made up.

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By *ruckedMan
1 week ago

Canterbury

I found your piece fascinating. Would I’ve to hear more.

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By *iRickMan
1 week ago

Wembley

Wonderful story xx

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By *uby Slippers OP Man
1 week ago

I think I always wanted to feel sexy…sexy to me was feminine.

growing up I watched wrestling..legion of doom especially fascinated me, strong powerful men that no I no are sexy but then it was just females I was taught were sexy.

Now going back to that 1st girl friends mum, k.

I’ll be completely honest I fucking hated her but that hate only made me more sexually obsessed with her and there times I’d wake up alone in there house and I’d get I. To her bed and cum all over her pillow. Petty but true.

After she put it in to this girls head that I should wear the feminine under during sex I started wearing Ks in her bed when ever I got the chance…I hated it but I felt so sexy.

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By *uby Slippers OP Man
1 week ago

Looking back she knew what she was doing. I found out some years later that the thong me the gf at time wanted me to wear was given to her by K for me to wear!! A reall fucked situation but has stayed with me

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By *uby Slippers OP Man
1 week ago

Over the years I have since tried on clothes of 2 other gfs mums…every gf since and there is a bit of me that truly believes I’ll never be happy as I am, also there is a jealous part of me that I’ll never feel what a female feels during sex and I worry I never fully enjoy it

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By *ubbiguyMan
1 week ago

guernsey

Thank you for sharing your story so far x

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