Well I’m a 61 year old bottom and I find it harder with each year of getting older to find Tops , there’s that u no longer can accommodate as a factor . So I decided to that I would pay to get a good fucking , so on a special site there was a guy in his forties , big hairy bear fairly well endowed but not to big that I was going to be in pain for days . Tops don’t realise the effort it takes to properly get cleaned out . So after some messages I turned up this morning to this grotty place , he was just my type but unfortunately he took a hit from some sort of glass pipe , Layed on the bed while I sucked his cock smoking the whole time watching straight porn , he nearly got hard a couple of times didn’t touch me at all . I gave up and left . I found him on a gay site . Unfortunately payed on entry , now feeling frustrated , pissed off and stupid .