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Just the Kind of Young Man He Wanted

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

Walter unlocked and entered his office at half past eight that Monday morning. His first and only appointment of the day was at nine fifteen. There was plenty of time for a coffee and to read the newspaper.

By now, it was most unlikely that the newspapers had any further interest in himself, yet each morning and evening he checked them just to be sure. The last time he had seen his name in print had been about two months ago; since then a calm silence had fallen across his world, not just from the press but from friends and family too.

His office was barely more than one room with a desk and chair, a bookcase and two other chairs, slightly more comfortable though shabbier than his own. At the back was a smaller room with a sink and a kettle; and next to that a smaller room still with a toilet.

It was gone nine o'clock when he next glanced at the clock. He had scoured the paper thoroughly and had got caught up in a few local stories, those odd, random articles which may prove fruitful to him. As a lawyer dealing chiefly in minor domestic cases, he was now on the lookout for them.

The interview this morning was with a student lawyer whose first job would be to find prospective clients in exactly the same manner.

There was a tentative knock at the door and Walter saw the outline of a figure through the smoked glass pane.

'Come in,' he called, hiding his coffee cup under the desk.

The door opened and a tall young man with striking blond hair walked in.

He removed his hat and nodded his head.

'Good morning, sir,' he said, 'Do I have the honour of addressing Mr Walker Stackhouse?'

Walter stood up and walked over to the man to shake his hand.

'You must be Stanley,' he said. 'Please do come in and sit down. I was just about to make myself a drink. Would you like one?'

Stanley smiled, genuinely delighted to be treated to this offer.

'Yes, sir,' he replied, 'That would be very nice.'

'Walter,' said Walter. 'Please call me Walter.'

The young man nodded, lost for words. His first impulse had been to say, 'Thank you, sir.' He looked startled.

'But if you'd prefer to call me Sir,' began Walter, 'It won't make much...'

'Oh, no,' said Stanley. 'I'll get used to it. Wal-ter.'

He spoke the name as though his lips had never before put the two syllables together.

For Walter too, a strange thing happened on hearing his name spoken so deliberately and carefully. At twenty-two, the lad was only eight years younger than himself, but something about their brief encounter seemed to suggest almost a generation gap.

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
1 week ago

South Cheshire

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By *onmar01Couple (MM)
1 week ago

Bargoed

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By *ashtoolMan
1 week ago

belfast

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By *orfyMan
1 week ago

Aylsham

Good start

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By *orwichscotMan
1 week ago

Livingston

I think this is going to be very good!

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

‘You had a good journey here?’ asked Walter, ushering the young man to the best of the two seats, the one with the fewest signs of wear.

Stanley smiled and nodded. He again felt the urge to say, ‘Yes, sir,’ but checked himself.

‘Yes, um, yes, no problems, thank you,’ he muttered, unable to form a proper response.

‘It’s not too bad a journey from Queens, I suppose,’ added Walter. ‘How do you like your coffee?’

‘Black, no sugar, thank you, um, Walter,’ answered Stanley.

As Walter moved out of sight to boil a fresh kettle of water, Stanley looked around the room. It was not quite as bad as he had expected. The walls had been freshly painted, three of them in a neutral cream colour and the one behind Walter’s desk in a muted blue. The bookcase stood adjacent to the glass-panelled entrance door and was crammed with legal reference books. On the clear wall opposite the desk were four framed photos, neatly arranged in a block, all showing picturesque country scenes. There was a small tall and narrow side table next to the door leading off into the other rooms. On the wall behind the desk was Walter's Certificate of Law.

‘Do you prefer Stanley or Stan - or something else?’ asked Walter, popping his head round the door.

‘Stanley, sir,’ said the young man, not yet able fully to banish his natural good manners.

Walter came back to his desk and surreptitiously retrieved his cup.

‘Feel free to smoke, if you wish.’

This time Stanley shook his head vigorously.

‘Thank you, Walter,’ he said, ‘But I don’t smoke.’

‘Good for you!’

Walter picked up the ashtray from his desk and removed it to the side table. He was pleased to hear his own name being spoken again. It had been too long since he had heard it spoken in a relaxed and friendly setting. Only right now did he realise this. How affecting it was to hear his own name spoken out loud from the mouth of this handsome young man, he thought.

Walter frowned and returned out of sight to finish the preparation of their drinks. In the privacy of the side room, he held on to the corners of the sink and looked at himself in the mirror. He too was a handsome man. He looked himself in the eyes and frowned some more.

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By *LASGOW 60s GUYMan
1 week ago

Glasgow South

Interesting

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By *dfunMan
1 week ago

Telford

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By *avenMan
1 week ago

Stoford

Nice,thanks for posting this.

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By *orfyMan
1 week ago

Aylsham

Intriguing

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By *e again 200Man
1 week ago

edinburgh

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By *kyluke69Man
1 week ago

Gravesend

Nice start please continue

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By *unwithuMan
1 week ago

Manchester

Looking forward to more

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

The interview went very well. By the time Stanley had given a summary of his experience and interests, and Walter had explained the details of the job with all its daily requirements, it was already a quarter past ten.

‘Do you have any questions for me?’ asked Walter.

Stanley lowered his head, looking down at the floor. Walter could sense his nervousness and guess its cause.

‘Alright, Stanley,’ he said, ‘You must have seen my name in the newspapers. After all, it is nearly four months since you wrote me.’

'Yes, sir,' he said.

'And I really don't understand why you stuck with me. You could easily have found another position in the meantime.'

'I know,' agreed Stanley, nodding, 'But...'

'But what?'

Stanley blinked three or four times in quick succession. His heart was racing. His throat felt dry. He wished he'd accepted the offer of a second drink of coffee a few minutes earlier. He swallowed hard.

'Walter,' he said, looking the older man directly in the eyes. 'I have always felt that you were innocent of everything they suggested. Always.'

Walter couldn't be sure but he felt certain that there were tears brimming in the young man's eyes.

'Thank you, Stanley,' said Walter. 'I am innocent of all that, if that means anything. But I am guilty of other things. I made a mess of my life, of my marriage, of what came after my wife died, of what I did and didn't say. And I am guilty of thinking bad things too. Many bad things.'

Stanley smiled and looked less tense. He was grateful that they had reached this point.

'I believe we were meant to meet each other,' he said. 'The moment I first saw your photo in the paper, I knew.'

'Knew what?' queried Walter, puzzled.

'I can't explain it. I just knew I had to meet you.'

Walter frowned, thinking back over the last few months, putting pieces together quickly in his head.

'Are you saying that you knew who I was even before you applied for this job then?'

Stanley fell silent.

'I came to your house once,' he began. 'It was about the time it started to get really nasty for you.'

Walter was about to say something when Stanley continued.

'But you weren't there,' he rushed on. 'And I wouldn't have talked to you if you were. I just wanted to see your house. I knew from that moment...'

Walter was watching the young man intently.

'What?' he said. 'You knew that I was innocent from seeing my house?

'Oh, no!' exclaimed Stanley. 'I knew that already.'

The room again fell silent. There was the hum of the traffic from the streets below. Above, in the office on the next floor up, someone was walking in high-heeled shoes, their clicking coming through like a secret morse code.

'I knew... I knew that I loved you,' he said, and his eyes returned to the floor.

This time a tear ran down his cheek.

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By *TRAPON BOSSTV/TS
1 week ago

Waterford Ireland

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By *e again 200Man
1 week ago

edinburgh

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By *ich65Man
1 week ago

Chorley

This is very intriguing 🔥😈

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

Walter was confused. The strapping lad sitting opposite him certainly didn't come across as a pansy. His build was muscular and athletic, a physical proof of his many professed interests in sports. The lad had even mentioned a girlfriend for heck's sake.

'Will you have that second drink now?,' asked Walter, stuck for what else to say.

At least by making another coffee it would allow him time to think. There was a bottle of bourbon in his desk. He was tempted to offer that. But he still needed time to think. The final decision about accepting Stanley for the post had not been made.

For his part, Stanley too was glad of a chance to pause. He accepted the offer of a second cup of coffee gratefully. It was only instant stuff but seemed like a decent blend.

The footsteps above click-clacked another coded message as Walter left the room.

First he went into the toilet, not really needing to use it but suddenly aware of a sanctuary-like feel as he closed the door. He breathed slowly and heavily, sitting down on the closed lid of the pan. He rested his elbows on his knees and held his head in his hands.

Back in the office, Stanley was processing the enormity of what he had just said. It had all come out unrehearsed. He had put into words something that he had only been feeling inchoately. He hadn't been able to help himself.

Yet at the same time he knew that if he hadn't said it, he would not have been able to remain there, not been able to accept the job. He would have been acting under false pretences.

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By *damkingMan
1 week ago

Banstead

Intriguing.. desperate for more

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By *ustsex69Man
1 week ago

EH48

A male 🐰boiler!!

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
1 week ago

South Cheshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

Walter had been in hell for several months. At first it was because of his failing marriage and his thwarted feelings for his wife, feelings that were not reciprocated physically. His love had nowhere to go. Most of his sexual energies had been sublimated in his legal work, he realised now as he looked back on things.

Then there had been the peculiar circumstances surrounding her death and the suspicious rumours that soon began to circulate about his involvement in it, even though his only crime had been to wish her dead at times.

Finally, there had been the attack on him in Central Park and the two months recovery in hospital.

Now, at last, he was opening his own law practice, cut off from old colleagues and contacts, ostracised by former neighbours and friends, and viewed with barely concealed resentment by the remaining members of his family.

And now, on the first morning of his new life, feeling vaguely cheerful and tentatively hopeful, into the room had walked this strangely imposing and attractive younger man.

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By *ricky777Man
1 week ago

billericay

Can't wait for the next installment

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

Stanley had been in his own version of hell ever since seeing the photograph of Walter on the front page of the New York Times. It was the eyes that did it for him. From the second he noticed the story he had wanted only to look into them for real and to find out what they meant. He felt that they contained an answer to a question he had as yet only half formulated.

Sitting there, waiting for Walter to return, he felt rooted to the chair. His whole being told him that he was in the right place. However, there was also the impulse to get up and run. If he didn't run away now, he never would and never could.

And how does a man run away from his own feelings?

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By *unwithuMan
1 week ago

Manchester

Good read. Set the scene well

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

An image passed through his mind of being beaten by Walter, of being held down and tied to the chair in which he now sat.

He saw Walter torturing him mentally with questions and physically with slaps and punches. It made him feel sick.

Then came the thoughts of tenderness and reconciliation, of understanding one another without words.

All this passed through his head as he waited.

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By *dfunMan
1 week ago

Telford

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

By the time he came back into the room with the cups of coffee, Walter's emotions had settled somewhat.

For a few seconds, as he stirred the powdered milk into his own drink, he had entertained the thought that the two of them were cell mates in the same prison, thrown together by an accident of fate. What would happen then between them, he wondered. He had heard many stories of what went on behind bars, not only about the violence and bullying that happened but also about the actions of hungry men with sexual needs who had no outlet but each other.

He shook his head and picked up the cups. It was not beyond the realm of possibility that he and Stanley might engage in such activities. He even considered that this sort of thing was part of the natural order, an animalistic necessity.

But to get to the point where he had to say out loud that he loved another man, this was beyond his comprehension.

He decided to challenge Stanley; it seemed to be the obvious move.

'Why did you feel you had to say what you said, Stanley?' he opened, feeling very much like the prosecuting counsel.

He placed the two cups of coffee on the desk and sat down.

Stanley looked at him. His clear blue eyes shone brightly.

'I had no choice,' admitted Stanley. 'Sooner or later it would have come out. It's best to be honest with you. I understand perfectly if you don't want to take me on.'

'I do want to take you on, Stanley. I do. You are just the right sort of... person for the job here, really you are.'

'But...?' prompted the younger man.

'No. No, Stanley, there is no but,' Walter said. 'I just need you to know that I am surprised by what you said and that I appreciate you have your own reasons for saying it.'

'Oh!' replied Stanley, almost sounding deflated. He had been getting ready for an argument.

'Can't you explain your reasons?'

'No, sir, I can't, not without inventing something. It is as much a surprise to me as it is to you.'

'So what shall we do, Stanley?'

His own question annoyed him. He had tried to be more in control of this, to get to the heart of things and from there to make a decision. This now felt like the wrong way around.

Stanley sensed the annoyance in Walter's voice and manner. He sat upright and responded quickly and confidently.

'I would like to work for you and show you what I can do,' he said. 'After a week or a month, we'll both know if it is okay or not.'

Walter reached into the side drawer of his desk and took out a packet of cigarettes. It was his first one of the day.

Lighting it and playing with it in his hands gave him more time to think.

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By *ashtoolMan
1 week ago

belfast

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By *ar98kMan
7 days ago

guildford

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
7 days ago

Staffordshire

‘What did you have for your breakfast this morning?’ Walter asked Stanley, drawing on his cigarette as he awaited an answer.

Stanley, thinking this was a test of his suitability for the job, hesitated. Then he blushed at his foolishness.

‘Nothing much, sir,’ he replied, ‘Just a coffee. I’m planning to get something to eat once I leave here.’

Walter looked him up and down.

‘Good!’ he announced. ‘Nor have I. Let’s walk up to 46th Street. There’s a deli there that makes the most amazing sandwiches.’

Stanley’s face lit up.

‘And pastries,’ added Walter, ‘Italian pastries.’

Five minutes later they were on the street walking north.

‘Actually,’ said Walter, ‘Although the food there is all Italian, the owners are Hungarian, even the chef. Apparently, it sells better.’

Stanley murmured a few pleasantries and then stayed quiet, not wishing to raise his voice above the noise of the traffic.

Walter also remained quiet. He began to wonder if a Hungarian pretending to be an Italian was like a homosexual pretending to be a heterosexual because it sold better. It was a fleeting thought, which he didn’t pursue any further.

He then began to consider which tasks might best suit Stanley in his first week with him. The office had only one desk, though there was room for a second one, if the need arose. It therefore made sense for the younger man to be given something to do that involved publicising their services to a wider audience.

Stanley was not really thinking. He was paying attention to every vehicle passing, to step on the sidewalk, to every window display, to every pedestrian. He wanted to register as many memories as possible of this moment.

‘This is very kind of you, Walter,’ said Stanley as they entered the room at the back of the deli where customers could sit and eat.

‘Nonsense,’ deflected Walter, ‘This is a sensible start to the day. We can formulate a proper plan of action for the rest of the week.’

He looked sideways at Stanley, who looked even more good-looking in profile.

‘That is,’ he added, ‘If you are able to start straightaway.’

‘Yes, sir, I can.’

‘Drop that, Stanley. From now on, just say Walter.’

‘Yes, Walter,’ he confirmed, smiling, showing his teeth white and neat.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
7 days ago

Staffordshire

Never having had real sexual relations with anyone, man or woman, beyond a few kisses and cuddles with a girl at law school, Stanley had not stopped thinking about what it would be like to go to bed with Walter. At first, he hadn’t felt that his desire to be close to this other man was remotely sexual. It was more of a spiritual awakening he had experienced, the hand of fate directing him to make contact with this figure from the news.

Chiefly, it was his deep conviction that the man being portrayed in the newspapers was wholly innocent. He couldn’t shake it off for days and kept going back to look at the one or two pictures of Walter that had been published since the death of his wife. He simply couldn’t reconcile the horrid things that were being insinuated about Walter with the fact of the man’s honest and open appearance.

It was clear to Stanley that he was looking at the face of a truly good man. He could not understand why anyone else would ever see it differently. The more they piled up the nasty rumours about him, the greater was the aura of goodness that shone from his face. This feeling was confirmed and strengthened on meeting Walter in person.

There was therefore no force on earth that could have prevented Stanley from telling Walter that he loved him that morning. At that precise moment, all thoughts of a sexual nature were absent from his mind.

It was only later, after they had walked side by side down familiar streets and entered the cafe, that the thoughts came again of what it might be like to touch and to hold him, to kiss him. Before today, in his dreams, he had to rely largely on his own imagination, making wild guesses about the nature of the other man. But now that he had seen the shape and the figure of Walter Stackhouse, had shaken his hand, had heard his voice, had smelt his cigarette smoke and his cologne, he had a much larger reality to work with.

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
6 days ago

South Cheshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
6 days ago

Staffordshire

‘I’m having the pastrami,’ said Walter, ‘But I recommend the fried chicken in breadcrumbs, if that’s not too heavy for breakfast.’

‘Sounds good,’ said Stanley. ‘More like brunch anyway.’

It was nearly eleven o’clock.

‘Hey!’ interjected Stanley, as Walter walked off to the counter to place their order. ‘We could carry on walking later, if you wish. We could stroll up to the park.’

Walter looked back, smiled and nodded at the young man; he then disappeared out of sight to the counter at the front of the shop.

This casual suggestion affected them both directly. It was the true turning point in their nascent relationship.

For Stanley, it was a demonstration that he was able to ask for anything. For Walter, it was an indication that he was willing freely to submit.

Neither of them realised this at the time however. It was only in looking back at it much later that the significance of this moment became clear to them.

This moment of realisation would be in a few weeks time, well outside the remit of this present account. For our story here is concerned only with the events of this one particular day.

‘Black, decaffeinated,’ offered Walter, placing the mug of steaming coffee in front of Stanley.

As he disappeared again and then returned with their sandwiches, Walter felt lighter than he had ever felt in all his life.

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By *iver.7Man
6 days ago

Worcester

Great tale

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By *on779Man
6 days ago

colchester mersea

Great story thanks for sharing

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By *orfyMan
6 days ago

Aylsham

So intriguing

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By *TRAPON BOSSTV/TS
6 days ago

Waterford Ireland

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
6 days ago

Staffordshire

In the forty minutes it took them to eat their meal, Walter began to learn a little more about Stanley.

Not only was he halfway through his law degree, but his father, Stanley Utter Snr., was also one of the foremost lawyers in New York, a judge at the Court of Appeals. Stanley had been deliberately vague about all this in his initial interview. Walter had not made the connection, even though he knew the older man by reputation.

The family lived in a large house in Forest Hills. Stanley lived there with his father, mother and younger sister Angela, who was still at high school.

'Are you sure about walking to the park, Walter?' asked Stanley, as he tidied up their table before leaving.

'Of course,' said Walter, 'It's a lovely day outside. It would be a pity to waste it.'

'What I mean though,' Stanley continued, 'Is whether you are comfortable going back into Central Park after what happened to you?'

Walter looked up at him.

'That was at night,' he explained. 'Probably I could never visit after dark.'

Actually, technically and medically, Walter had died that night. It was only the actions of an attentive and persistent medic that had brought him back into the world. He still had the outline of the knife scar across his cheek.

For Stanley, the sight of this scar had been the final decisive factor in his behaviour earlier that morning. The scar anointed Walter; it gave him a certain sense of sanctity.

'Thank you for asking me, Stanley.'

Walter made to stand up.

Stanley reached over and took his hand, clasping it in both of his. Walter looked Stanley right into his eyes and smiled tenderly.

It was the first expression of physical affection between them.

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By *iver.7Man
6 days ago

Worcester

More please 😀

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By *yrman57Man
6 days ago

Ayr

Most intriguing

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

By the time they reached Central Park it was well past noon. The air was cold and damp but the sun shone brightly enough and made everything feel a little warmer.

There was no reason to try avoiding the area where Walter had been nearly killed because the location of the attack was still a mystery to him. On the night in question, he had been lost in the dark, disoriented; and had refused the police’s attempts to draw him back to the scene of the crime.

But now that he was here, sitting somewhere in the middle of the park, with Stanley by his side, the whole area around them seemed to be filled with both menace and mystery.

‘Stanley,’ he said, ‘I did a very bad thing indeed.’

They were sitting on a bench overlooking the lake. Stanley had wiped it down with his handkerchief. There was a bag of pastries between them.

‘I killed a good man thinking he was a bad man,’ he continued. ‘It wasn’t Kimmel who killed the other guy but me.’

On that night back in November last year, disoriented and scared in the darkness of the park, Walter had attacked an anonymous stranger, believing him to be Kimmel, the man who was pursuing him. Immediately after Walter’s attack on the stranger, Kimmel pounced on Walter, pushed him to the floor and stabbed him in the mouth. Kimmel was tried for murder and attempted murder. No-one had ever suspected Walter.

‘I made a huge mess of the whole affair, of all of last year,’ Walter said. ‘I was suspected of things I hadn’t done and then I came out as totally innocent of my own real crime.’

Stanley took a pastry and began to nibble. It was very good, a mix of apricot and custard.

‘Aren’t you disgusted?’ asked Walter, amazed that the young man was acting so calmly.

Stanley waited a few seconds before replying. He had taken up the pastry to eat it as a deliberate distraction, to give himself time to think.

He licked his lips.

‘There are no bad men in this world,’ he remarked, ‘Only a few good ones.’

A gust of wind blew across the lake and rustled the paper bag, threatening to knock it off the bench. Stanley took hold of it and placed it on his lap.

Stanley said, ‘Sometimes good men make mistakes.’

He realised how quickly his heart was beating. His love for Walter had turned a corner; and Walter was coming towards him.

‘Our mistakes, blunders and errors are important, Walter.’

He offered the paper bag to Walter.

‘Our dead-ends are what make us human.’

They sat there in silence for another ten minutes. When they got up to leave, another blast of wind came from across the lake and blew away the few crumbs that were scattered around their feet.

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By *TRAPON BOSSTV/TS
5 days ago

Waterford Ireland

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By *raggahboyMan
5 days ago

stoke

Great and so well written

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
5 days ago

South Cheshire

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By *imassagesharerMan
5 days ago

Northampton

Interesting, promising, thanks

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

At Columbus Circle subway station they were meant to part, but by now both men knew that their day together would not end so soon.

‘I’m heading home now,’ announced Walter, as they descended the entrance steps of the subway. ‘There’s no reason to go back to the office.’

Stanley glanced at the older man and caught the glimpse of a twinkle in his eye.

Walter felt like a schoolboy on the verge of playing truant.

‘Do you know Cafe Rienzi?’ he asked.

Stanley did not.

‘We might be lucky enough to get a table if we tried,’ he said. ‘That is if you can spare the time and can stomach more coffee.’

‘They’ll do hot chocolate, won’t they?’ queried Stanley.

‘Sure!’ agreed Walter. ‘Or hot cider. Brilliant suggestion. Keep us warm together.’

As he spoke the last three words, he slipped his hand around Stanley’s arm and pulled him closer. It was the briefest of gestures, unnoticed by the passers-by, but Stanley felt his whole body shiver.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

They came out at West Fourth Street station into heavy rain.

Although both of them were wearing heavy raincoats, neither of them carried an umbrella. They waited for five minutes until the rain eased off somewhat and then used the shop awnings to protect them as they ran for the few minutes it took to get to the cafe.

The place was busy but not full and they were able to get a table in the very centre of the room. It was quite noisy, although at some tables there were people reading or writing quietly. Fortunately, the people at the tables adjacent to them were not the noisiest. They would be able to have a decent conversation.

‘Is your love for me also of a sexual nature?’ began Walter, determined to get everything clear as quickly as possible.

They had ordered the hot cider. Walter was looking forward to imbibing alcohol of any description.

They sat facing one another at a very small table, just big enough for two. The cafe was dotted with such tables; and there were as many as six people around some of them. It would be impossible to enjoy a proper meal here comfortably, Walter knew.

It was not a place for eating or drinking really; it was a meeting place, bright minds meeting other bright minds.

Walter hoped Stanley had a bright mind. The omens were good.

Stanley waited until their drinks arrived before answering Walter’s question.

‘That depends on you,’ he said. ‘I have considered my options and am happy to be guided by your decision.’

‘What do you mean?’ asked Walter, frowning slightly but also very tempted to smile.

‘I think it would be…’ - he began hesitantly - ‘...it would be alright for me to go to bed with you.’

‘But isn’t it a crime for two men to do that?’

Stanley gazed into Walter’s eyes and rested his hands over Walter’s.

‘A misdemeanor, not a felony.’

‘Oh!’

‘Since five years ago,’ Stanley added. ‘That is, since 1950.’

Walter smiled, impressed with what he was hearing.

‘But only in New York,’ stressed Stanley.

‘Of course!’ laughed Walter. ‘I guess we’d have a harder time in Texas.’

Both men could feel their pulses racing. They had passed the point of no return.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

‘I bet I could lean over right now and kiss you and no-one here would bat an eyelid,’ teased Walter, the blood coursing through his veins as fiery as the hot cider filling his belly.

Stanley leaned forward. Walter froze and then moved closer too. He could smell the breath of him, warm with cider and coffee.

‘Would it still be classed as a misdemeanour?’

‘Disorderly conduct,’ answered Stanley. ‘Maybe public lewdness if we made a real show of it.’

Walter grinned. He couldn’t believe how much he was enjoying all this.

‘And the penalty?’ he asked. ‘Just one quick kiss with tongues?’

‘Up to 15 days in Rikers,’ replied Stanley, ‘And up to $250 dollar fine.’

Walter started laughing and couldn’t stop.

‘So am I worth it, Stanley?’ he spluttered through his own laughter.

Stanley’s response silenced him. His lips were held tight by the younger man’s, as tight as the hands around his head.

They tasted one another, quickly and fiercely, the fierceness directed outward to the surrounding crowd of readers and writers, drinkers and thinkers.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

Walter won his bet. There was not a glance from anyone nor even a murmur of disapproval. Someone nearby had laughed as they kissed, but the same voice continued laughing afterwards, obviously at a different source of amusement. The hundred and fifty other people in the room were clearly too busy seeking their own forms of emancipation to be bothered by two men expressing intimate affection for one another.

He lighted a cigarette as his reward.

‘So what do men do with one another in bed, do you think, Stanley?’ he asked the younger man provocatively.

‘Kiss a lot, I hope,’ replied Stanley cheerfully.

Walter shook his head.

‘Too tickly,’ he joked, ‘You’ll have to shave it off.’

‘No way, sir,’ exclaimed Stanley, with mock outrage.

‘Alright, keep it,’ said Walter, who had secretly been very thrilled by the rough sensation of the trimmed moustache against his upper lip. ‘I’m in a forgiving mood.’

Stanley smiled and then looked around the room at the horde of people, some of whom he reckoned must be painters and poets.

‘Is it enough of a good mood to forgive yourself, Walter?’ he posed. He watched the older man’s reaction carefully.

Walter dropped his eyes and looked at the table. Then he lifted his head and looked at Stanley.

‘Maybe,’ he said. ‘And maybe it’s not necessary to forgive myself. Maybe that’s just a trick of the mind. Maybe it’s best if…’

Stanley felt panicked by the pause. Its pregnant silence seemed to fill the entire room, even though there was a sudden loud booming noise in his ears.

‘Maybe it’s best to put things right by future good works,’ Walter concluded.

The young man breathed out as his whole body relaxed. He had been fearing different words, the words of a caged animal. He heard instead only the possibility of freedom.

‘Do you like omelettes?’ asked Walter. ‘I have eggs and vegetables at home.’

Stanley was delighted, but was also keen to return to the former question.

‘I think men do with each other more or less what they do with women,’ he said.

Neither man was naive enough to doubt what this might entail.

‘But two men together would be a lot less inhibited, I suppose,’ he added.

‘They would also know what really turns a man on, perhaps, too,’ suggested Walter.

It was the first time in his life such a thought had ever crossed his mind.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

The sky had fallen dark by the time they reached Walter’s building a couple of blocks away. They climbed the staircase to the door of the apartment and stood together silently for a few seconds outside.

They both knew that once they stepped through that door, everything would be different for the rest of eternity.

‘Are you sure,’ questioned Walter.

‘I’m sure,’ replied Stanley.

‘You’re just the kind of young man I’ve always wanted as a partner in law,’ said Walter.

‘I know,’ said Stanley, ‘I know.’

The older man took the key from his trouser pocket and opened the door, allowing the younger man to enter before him. The apartment was in darkness but Stanley felt no fear. He stepped forward and waited for Walter to join him.

The door closed behind them with a soft click. Walter didn’t bother to attach the safety chain.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

STORY CONCLUDED - Thank you for your kind comments

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5 days ago

South Cheshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
4 days ago

Staffordshire

This story was inspired by reading The Blunderer, a novel by Patricia Highsmith, published 1954.

A fully edited version, with minor but significant changes, is available on request.

Thank you again

GW

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