So days turned into weeks and I could feel the depression starting to take over again.
I have suffered with bouts of depression throughout my adult life, rejection seems to trigger off my start into that dark place.
I went for a walk, it helps. I walked for miles and the light of day grew into the dark of night. As I walked for miles I saw very few other walkers. I stopped to sit in an old brick bus shelter, three brick walls and a roof set back from the road. The smell was not good, stale piss but after a while you got used to the smell.
Around midnight a slim small shadowy person dressed in black, not that well built but tall, over six foot tall arrived out of the shadows. I felt a little uneasy, was he going to rob me, assault me?
"Sorry to bother you Sir but could you spare any money to give me, I have not eaten for days, his voice breaking in his desperate need for help?"
Sorry I didn't carry money on me but I don't live far and I have food in the fridge and cupboards, you are welcome to a meal, no strings at all.
"That is so kind and trusting of you, I know I spooked you but I am desperate. I mean you no harm and I think you mean me no harm or are threat to me. Life throws shit at you at times and I have had so much shit in these last few months believe me Sir"
I liked his respect and manners so I got up and started to walk, follow me I instructed and he did but two steps behind me.
Soon we were in my home and I said I was desperate for the bathroom, I needed a piss badly. Please help yourself to anything in the fridge, plates are in the cupboard to the right of the fridge. Could you put the kettle on to make a hot drink for both of us please I instructed him.
I headed quickly to the bathroom in quite a hurry, a full bladder I hoped but possibly not, prostate issues!
I returned to find this really handsome attractive guy sitting eating at the table, he had taken off some of his dark outer clothing but his t shirt could badly do with a wash by the looks of it, was he sleeping rough I thought?
He looked up at me and thanked me for the food.Then slowly he began to cry, before long he was sobbing like a baby, why I wondered? I let him get all that emotion out, he needed to, "Sorry" was all he said.
No need, drink, tea or coffee or a cold one, I have no alcohol?
"Tea will be fine, white, no sugar".
Then right out of the blue, "Do you want a blow job, payment for the food?"
What the fuck, I thought, where did that come from!
Look, you owe me nothing and like most guys I would jump at your offer, who would not ...
Then the lad smiled, "Yeh I would love a blow job too but I don't get many offers, well not looking a mess like this."
That is soon sorted, clothing and bodies can be washed and dried but I only have one bed, I don't get many guests who stay overnight.
When you have finished eating I can give you a tour, the laundry area, bathroom and my bedroom, if you wish.
"Please Sir" is all he said !
Soon his dirty clothing were in the machine and I turned it on. I took him now naked to the bathroom, I have a double shower tray now as getting in and out of a bath is now an issue. Not sure how much hot water is left for two showers, he replied "I am happy to share if you are?". Ok is all I said as I stripped naked in the bathroom, my body was pretty good for my age.
Soon I was washing my visitors back then he turned and kissed me full on the lips, "Thank you Sir". He dropped to his knees then took my flaccid cock in his mouth as I knocked the water off to save it from running cold.
Fuck that felt good, very good, he sure knew his way around a cock I thought, he bought me to the edge so many times then stopped, it was a massive tease.
Then he spoke again before putting my hard cock back in his warm wet mouth, "Cum for me Sir, cum for me!".
Fuck this was good then I felt my balls tighten and the first spasm was so hard as he pulled my hard spurting cock as deep as he could into his mouth. My legs started to go and he helped me supporting my body weight until the last spasm had gone and my balls were emptied.
As my strength returned he stood up and kissed me, he tasted of my spunk but he had swallowed all of my fluids. He reached down and gently washed my genitals clean.
Fuck that was good I thought.
I have to return that favour!
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