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The Mannequin

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire

It all began on a dull Thursday afternoon. Feeling horny, I had told my wife to meet me later while I browsed the town's bookshops. This gave me time to connect to the website and see who might be in touching distance. I reckoned I had at least two hours to myself.

This gambit had worked well for me on many previous occasions. A quick wink or an outright dirty message and within ten minutes there was usually action of one kind or another, either in some nearby bloke's bedroom or in the toilets of a convenient hotel.

By now, I knew most of the best places for quick, spontaneous sex in all of the local towns we visited.

Today, in Midfield, The Royal Scot was the best option if the other chap couldn't accommodate. It had a large disabled toilet and I knew that the place would be very quiet at this time of the day.

After a quick check, only two men seemed close enough.

One of them was in his forties, a man called Liam, who wanted to get sucked off while I looked into his eyes and gagged on his thick cock.

Tempting.

The second was Olly, a smooth, seductive teenager, who was offering to fulfil the fantasies of anyone aged between 18 and 99.

Extremely tempting.

Putting Liam into my list of men who might be worth a contact at a later date, I began what turned out to be a series of messages with Olly, each one filthier than the last.

But then came the drop-out moment. The radio silence. He had disappeared and gone off-line.

Damnation, I thought.

Actually, I said, 'Bugger, damn and blast,' so loudly at the entrance to Waterstones that the young sales assistant on the till by the door turned to look at me.

And now it was getting closer to the time when my wife would be expecting a call from me.

Cutting my losses, I made a brief scour of the shelves in Waterstones and then made for the charity shop that offered the best selection of second-hand books.

This was a shop called St. George's Hospice Shop, which sold clothes and books as well as the odd pieces of furniture and bric-a-brac.

The mannequin caught my attention immediately. He was tall and slim, about my height, wearing tight blue jeans and a tight black T-shirt. He had no head and only one arm. He was the sexiest thing I had seen all day. I took a photo of him surreptitiously and left the shop, determined at least to have a satisfying wank over him later.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire

It may sound ridiculous now, but I was so excited by his presence that I had even rubbed up against him while no-one else was around.

The bloke in charge was busy at the other end of the shop and the only other customers were just leaving. This gave me my opportunity.

Standing with my back to him, I reached behind me with my hands and fondled his groin, pressing my knuckles against the hard bump there. Hard like an erection, I pretended.

God, I was so turned on!

Why?

I figured it was a combination of my frustrated sex drive finding a convenient outlet and the fact that his tall slim body represented what I guessed Olly might be like. Without the head, it was possible to imagine anything!

But the mannequin's body was so bloody sexy, so inviting, so fucking seductive. I was imagining all sorts in my head as I left the shop and made my way back to the car where my wife was waiting.

'Any luck?' she asked.

Fortunately, I had managed to find three paperback crime novels.

'Bingo!' I said, holding them up to show.

And then we set off back home, a fifty minute drive.

Later, while my wife prepared supper, just looking at the photo on my phone was enough to give me a hard-on. I was tempted to wank off there and then in the bathroom, but the bigger part of me wanted to wait and properly savour the moment.

So I turned on the TV and waited.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire

Let me know if you want me to continue...

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By *ature boyMan
2 weeks ago

Erdington

Hopefully you'll get a message

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By *ashtoolMan
2 weeks ago

belfast

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire


"Hopefully you'll get a message"

That's exactly what happened!

It was about half past nine that evening when I checked my messages for the last time before bed.

There was a brief three lines from Olly: 'Sorry we got disconnected this afternoon. Maybe speak tomorrow. Still keen to meet.'

Attached to the message was another photo of him, a new one, showing his face and body. Up until now he had been content merely with displaying his lovely tender peachy bottom, raised provocatively towards the camera, inviting closer inspection.

It was difficult to fall asleep that night.

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By *ashtoolMan
2 weeks ago

belfast

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By *ich65Man
2 weeks ago

Chorley

🔥🔥😈

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire

On Friday morning, after waking with a painfully hard boner, I wanked off furiously a little while later when my wife went downstairs to prepare our breakfast.

It was a wonder neither she nor the neighbours heard my final loud groan as I came in bucketloads across my belly. I had never been so excited at the thought of a man.

Up until now, everything I had done with men had been fairly quick and easy. Either they sucked me off or they bent over as I fucked them. Occasionally, a hand job would suffice. But I especially loved breeding fit younger married men, riding them bareback.

I had never yet touched another man’s cock, let alone sucked one, although the thought to do it one day was always there in the back of my mind. I had a list of contacts, men like Liam, who wanted their dicks sucking. Yet it felt like a definite line in the sand, one I was not yet ready to cross, partly out of fear of catching something nasty and partly out of the shame of it. In my head, there was nothing wrong with using my dick in other men. It was better than using it with other women, I always rationalised.

‘Are you free Sunday?’ I messaged Olly, about two hours later, after we’d eaten breakfast and I’d shaved and showered. My libido had returned at full strength.

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By *ature boyMan
2 weeks ago

Erdington

More please

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire

If Olly had ever been with other men, there was no sign of it on his profile. And this was the biggest attraction for me. As well as the thirty year age gap - the father/son thing going on - there was the extra hot thought that I was the one who was going to break him in.

I had already worked it all out in my mind. I would take some oil with me and give him a slow full body massage. Then I would focus softly and gently on his back passage, carefully easing a finger or two into him.

I even imagined using my tongue too at this point, something I never thought I could ever consider with a man, but his tender young body drew me in more and more each time I looked at his photos.

Finally, I would climb on top of him and fuck him lovingly.

‘Can’t make Sunday, sorry. Does Monday work?’ he messaged back.

Monday would be awkward for me. It could be managed with a bit of effort, but that would depend on the time of day.

‘Morning, afternoon or evening?’ I asked him.

The morning was possible; the afternoon was much easier; the evening would mean lying to my wife by creating a story.

‘Any time between 10 and 2,’ came back the reply.

I figured I wanted a good two hours with him.

‘Noon then,’ I said, knowing this would make everything much easier for myself, even though I would need to provide a good excuse to leave work at eleven o’clock. ‘What’s your postcode?’

The postcode address came back promptly. He was apparently eager. Yet I had been let down several times before in this way and took nothing for granted. The journey there would take me just over forty minutes, maybe an hour with bad traffic.

Conveniently, there was a good cruising site en route to his place. So I knew that if he did mess me about and pull out of the meeting I could at least get my rocks off there. It was a country place that always seemed to have two or three cars parked up, whether early in the day or late at night. A mid afternoon visit would be sure to guarantee me some action, if all else failed.

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By *SMCDTV/TS
2 weeks ago

Weston super Mare

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By *ature boyMan
2 weeks ago

Erdington

I hope you get him naked

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By *umlover71Man
2 weeks ago

Lowestoft

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire

Over the next couple of days I imagined the life of Olly, what it looked like. I surmised that he was a student, living at home with his parents, waiting for the new term to begin. He would have the house to himself on weekdays because both his parents had professional jobs. They would leave for work by 9am and return sometime after 4pm.

His bedroom would be small but neat, full of books and papers from his studying, filled with the smell of his sweaty horny teenage body. He would wear tight designer underwear, CK or HB, and he’d have a huge stash of gay porn on his phone which he would look at each morning before rising and each evening before sleeping. His sheets would be stiff in places with old drops of cum.

Perhaps he had been in touch online with a dozen or so older men, but until now he’d never got as far as this conversation with me. He’d been nervous and doubtful about exploring his sexuality, preferring to stay in the shadows, happy to fantasise.

I created this picture of him in order to get ready for the disappointment of having a wasted trip. For this reason, I didn’t pester him with any messages over the weekend. Instead, I waited until Monday morning just to send a quick couple of questions: first, checking if he was still okay to meet and, second, asking for his house number.

Nothing came back by the time I was ready for work and I assumed he’d had cold feet. This made it difficult because I wanted to arrive at work with my excuse for leaving early already sorted.

It looked like the best thing to do was to invent an urgent last-minute hospital appointment and then maybe invent a last-minute cancellation nearer the time.

However, by this point I was so horny anyway that I had more or less decided to go cruising later, come what may.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire

As I finished parking the car, I gave a quick glance at my personal emails before entering work at ten past eight.

There was a reply from him.

So I now had his full address.

Whether he lived there or not was another matter. I had been caught out like this before, once going all the way to Birmingham to find that even the street itself didn’t exist, let alone the house number I had been given. But that was many years ago. Now at least I could use google maps to check what information I had. It showed a photo of a recently built detached house on a new estate on the outskirts of Midfield. A promising start.

‘Sorry, June,’ I told my boss, ‘I have to attend for an urgent medical thing later, if possible. Is it okay to leave at eleven?’

‘Sure,’ she said, ‘I hope it’s nothing serious.’

‘So do I,’ I smiled, ‘But I’ll know more later.’

I had another twenty-four hours to come up with a believable cover story.

Frankly, it annoyed and disturbed me a little that I was taking this course of action. It was the first time I had lied to anyone at work about something like this. With my wife, it was different. The lies had been there from the start, fewer of them, initially, and quite sporadic over the first twenty-five years we had been married. However, in the last year or two, ever since reaching the age of fifty, my urge for men had become so bad it was nearly a once-a-week episode.

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By *ature boyMan
2 weeks ago

Erdington

Waiting to hear how it all goes ...

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By *iHard911Man
2 weeks ago

Wigan

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By *oy2017Man
2 weeks ago

Frome

This is a very nice story. Well written. Please continue writing as soon as possible. I want the next chapter. I, too, lied to the wife for 25 years, HeHe.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire

By the way, I had done plenty of research on myself by this point in my life. I knew all about how common it was, though fairly well hidden from public view, for a middle-aged man to start finding sexual pleasure with other men. I knew I was not alone, far from it.

For me, it was simple: sexual encounters with other men were straightforward, direct, and focused purely on physical release without any romantic expectations or complications. Full stop. It was never about being secretly gay. With men, I probably had some of the most intense and satisfying orgasms I’d ever have, pure unfiltered sex. Also, I was in good shape and more than reasonably attractive. There was no shortage of offers from men of all ages.

It had started when I was barely out of my teens myself, at twenty two or twenty three. A chance encounter on a holiday with an older bloke in Spain had been the catalyst. It had been so exciting that it became something I looked for more and more as the years went by.

It had been so simple that week in Spain, away from home with a few mates, lots of sun and booze. Then one night, in a public park, getting flashed by some guy as we both stood to pee. Amazingly, I allowed him to suck me off that first night without a single thought or concern about whether it was right or wrong. It just felt good. What made it so much sexier wasn’t just the risk of being caught but also the delight he took in pleasuring me. His moans of genuine passion turned me on big time.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire


"This is a very nice story. Well written. Please continue writing as soon as possible. I want the next chapter. I, too, lied to the wife for 25 years, HeHe.

"

Thanks Roy

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By *ature boyMan
2 weeks ago

Erdington

More please

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By *SMCDTV/TS
2 weeks ago

Weston super Mare

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
2 weeks ago

Staffordshire

These and various other thoughts were going through my head as I drove over to Olly’s address. There was parking right across the road from his front porch, but I drove a little further away, not knowing who might answer the door. I had an excuse ready if someone else appeared, which would be to feign confusion between Potter’s Crescent and Potter’s Close.

In the event, it was Olly himself who opened the door. Six feet tall, slim, short light brown hair, dark brown eyes, wearing black boxer shorts and a black T-shirt. His feet were bare and he smelt of the shower gel he’d just finished using.

‘You’re very punctual!’ he laughed warmly, letting me into the house.

There was a small tiled inner porch where I took off my shoes before following him along the beige carpeted hallway into the kitchen.

‘Want a drink, Lee?’ he asked.

I shook my head.

‘No, thanks, Olly, I’m fine,’ I said.

He smiled openly and brightly, looking me directly in the eyes.

‘You certainly are!’ he said. ‘Very fine.’

It was a most promising beginning and without any further delay we made our way into the sitting room next door. He invited me to take the most comfortable looking armchair in the room and then proceeded to kneel down at my feet, gazing up at me.

We had already discussed a few things in our messages on the previous Thursday: our likes and dislikes, our sexual boundaries and such. He already knew what I wanted from him. His position at the foot of the sofa indicated that he had understood me very well. He placed his hands on my knees as I settled back into the seat.

What impressed me the most was his confidence. I knew right from the start that there was going to be nothing furtive or shameful about any of this. It was as though he had been happily servicing men all his life.

I closed my eyes as his hands stroked my legs, my lower body and finally my crotch. Then I felt his lips pressing down upon me, licking me through the rough texture of my trousers.

Soon my belt was loosened, my zipper was undone and my trousers were lowered around my ankles. As his hands navigated this removal of my clothing, his mouth and tongue remained focussed on my pants. My stiff cock pushed up against the soft stretchy fabric, eager for release.

He reached inside with his hand and began to gently massage what he found, all the time purring contently.

He pulled back my pants to expose the full length of my cock, which he then began to take tenderly and slowly in his warm mouth.

The lust was by this time coursing through my entire body, wave after wave, the best feeling in the world, the reason I kept coming back for more of the same with man after man. Every other thought and feeling was swept from my brain. There was only this pure ecstatic state.

‘I love your cock, Lee,’ he said, momentarily coming up for air.

He must have noticed that I hadn’t yet looked at him.

‘I have a blindfold, if you’d like to use it,’ he added.

‘Fuck, yes!’ I said, delighted.

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By *ature boyMan
2 weeks ago

Erdington

Lovely start

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By *oy2017Man
1 week ago

Frome

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By *imassagesharerMan
1 week ago

Northampton

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By *SMCDTV/TS
1 week ago

Weston super Mare

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

A small bottle of almond oil sat in my jacket pocket.

I fetched it out and offered it to him.

‘Use this if your mouth gets tired,’ I suggested.

‘You’ve come prepared then,’ he chuckled, and he went over to retrieve the blindfold from a drawer.

‘Is this your parent’s place?’ I asked, curious to know more about his background.

‘No, I live here alone,’ he replied. ‘I prefer to live on my own now that I’m old enough.’

He looked back at me, perhaps to gauge my reaction.

‘Alone, but never lonely,’ he said.

‘How long have you lived here?’

‘Since March, when I turned eighteen.’

Something felt wrong. How did an eighteen-year-old lad get to live in a house that’s as big as mine in a neighbourhood that’s twice as classy?

But he was back at my side, slipping the black material of the mask over my eyes. His T-shirt was loose.

For some strange reason I felt the desire to touch him there. The thought of his soft young belly.

Then darkness and my hands remained resting on the arms of the chair.

Impulsively, I spoke out.

‘I’ve never felt a man’s cock before,’ I said. ‘Can I feel yours, Olly?’

He stood over me and directed my hands to his boxer shorts.

‘How come?’ he asked.

‘I’m not gay, that’s why.’

He laughed quietly, sweetly.

‘Well, you are now then,’ he said, as my hands played with him.

I sat up and moved my head closer to him.

There was the slight click of something being opened.

‘What are you doing?’ I asked.

‘Putting some oil on it for you,’ he explained.

The almond oil dribbled over my fingers as I massaged his cock.

‘It’ll taste really nice now,’ he said.

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
1 week ago

South Cheshire

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By *ature boyMan
1 week ago

Erdington

Mmm lovely

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By *edro208Man
1 week ago

sheffield

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

His cock was long, firm and circumcised. It filled my mouth. I sucked on it for a few seconds and then pulled back.

‘Had enough?’ he asked.

I didn’t know.

It didn’t feel or taste real. The sweetness of the almond oil gave it an odd quality. With the blindfold covering my eyes, it could have been anything in my mouth, something inorganic, dead.

I licked my lips to remove the traces of oil on them.

‘Want a drink, Lee?’

‘Yes, please,’ I answered, touched by his thoughtfulness.

As he walked off to the kitchen to fetch me a glass of water, I removed the mask from my face, pulled up my trousers and looked around the room again. It was sparsely but expensively furnished. A bookcase filled almost one entire wall, with glass and silver ornaments dotted among the rows of books. There were some well-cared-for plants along the windowsill and on a couple of side tables.

‘Don’t you like cock, then?’ he asked cheekily, handing me a glass of cold water with a slice of lemon floating in it.

‘I don’t know,’ I replied.

His own member was tucked back inside his boxer shorts, though clearly straining to get out again.

‘What am I to you then?’

He looked at me seriously. He stayed standing at my side throughout the ensuing conversation.

‘I don’t know,’ I snapped. ‘I haven’t thought about it.’

There was a definite tension in the air, a challenge.

‘I’m a mouth and a backside, aren’t I, Lee? Two holes. Yes?’

His seriousness now sounded more playful. He wanted the truth from me, but at the same time he didn’t mind what that truth might be. Somehow I divined this from his eyes alone. There was a warmth to them that had been absent a second or two ago.

‘Yes,’ I agreed.

It felt so good to be this honest.

‘You’re using me and I like to be used,’ he went on. ‘That’s the nub of it.’

I stayed silent and considered what he had just said.

‘When it’s my cock in your mouth, then I’m using you, aren’t I?’

I nodded.

‘That’s why you don’t like it.’

I shook my head.

‘But it didn’t feel like being used,’ I said. ‘It didn’t feel like much of anything.’

He folded his arms and stared at me.

Something about this exchange was so quietly intense that it was keeping me rock hard.

‘Wait there,’ he ordered. ‘Don’t move.’

He turned, left the room and disappeared upstairs.

A few minutes later he returned.

He had removed his shirt and had replaced his boxer shorts with a pair of tight white briefs.

‘I’ve been wearing these all weekend,’ he announced proudly, ‘Hoping that they’d come in useful.’

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By *ature boyMan
1 week ago

Erdington

Getting kinky

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

He stood in the middle of the room with his arms in the air.

His body was tall, pale and thin.

I looked at his slim long feet and my eyes followed his body upwards, along his legs and over his white briefs, to his soft smooth belly and its appealing little button.

My groin twitched noticeably at this.

It twitched again as I looked at his chest and nipples.

His face was turned away from me, though I could see it from profile. He looked far away, in a dream of his own.

His arms and fingers reached skyward, nearly touching the ceiling.

He was naked but for the tight white briefs. My gaze became fixed on them.

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By *ature boyMan
1 week ago

Erdington

Please pull them down mmm

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

I stood up and walked over to him, enjoying the sensation of the soft thick carpet under my feet.

I knelt down, about a metre away from him.

Slowly, he moved his hips, gyrating them towards me, and took a step forward.

Suddenly , I received the odours of his smelly pants.

Piss, sweat and cum combined.

His filthy maleness. The symbol of his rampant, horny youth.

My dick moved inside my trousers.

By now, he had come so close that the material of his white briefs was up against my nose and cheek.

I had never in my life been so hard.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

My hand reached to touch him, but he knocked it away.

'Beg like a dog,' he commanded.

I looked up at him. He was in full control. His eyes were staring at me, waiting.

I whimpered like a puppy.

His hand slapped my face.

'Beg properly,' he barked.

'Huh!'

'What are you, Lee? What do you want from me now?'

'To touch you,' I murmured pathetically.

'Yes, but what are you?' he demanded.

'A hungry man,' I said.

'That's right, a hungry gay man, desperate for cock.'

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By *ikeC2012Man
1 week ago

Peterborough

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

He lowered his pants and allowed his cock to stick out in front of me.

'Go on,' he growled.

His dick was semi hard. As I took in my mouth, I could feel it begin to grow and harden. It was no longer a dead thing.

I swallowed hard and sucked on it till it hit the back of my throat.

'Good boy,' he said.

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By *eemebabyMan
1 week ago

Dudley

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By *ature boyMan
1 week ago

Erdington

Mmm yummy

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By *SMCDTV/TS
1 week ago

Weston super Mare

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By *rdiscreet327Man
1 week ago

notts

Just caught up on this.

So good!

Can’t wait for more.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

He placed his hands on my head to keep me in place and then began to face fuck me. I gagged and spluttered.

'Breathe through your nose,' he told me.

I tried and it worked. I could take the whole of him down my throat without gagging.

He stopped moving his hips and began to use my head instead, pulling me back and forth to stimulate him.

All the while I knelt there, I could smell the scent from his dirty underwear.

My eyes were watering by now.

Everything felt broken up inside me.

My psyche had disassembled itself and was floating around in a million scattered pieces.

It felt like I was ten or eleven years old. Yet also I felt ancient, close to death.

The overall sensation, if one had to describe it accurately on reflection, was of arriving home and finding no-one there. It was a safe place that offered no solace.

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By *atinbloodMan
1 week ago

Birkenhead

Fucking superb story. More please

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
1 week ago

South Cheshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

He came in my mouth and I swallowed it. I could even feel it pumping along the shaft as he filled my mouth. It was my first taste of cum, except for my own, which I had always thought disgusting. This tasted different though, barely any flavour at all. By the time I had taken another drink of water, any taste of it had disappeared.

‘You’d better go now,’ he said, coldly and firmly.

He turned and left the room.

A minute later he came back in, dressed again in his black T-shirt but also wearing a tight pair of jeans.

He stood once more in the middle of the room and looked at me. By now, I was sitting back in the armchair.

‘I don’t want to go,’ I said, not sure whether it was anger or fear that made me speak.

‘Why not?’

I glared at him, so intensely envious of his youthful confidence, his fresh smooth skin, his incredible beauty. It was the first time I had ever seen a man as beautiful.

‘What am I to you?’ I blurted out, ‘Just another hole too?’

He remained perfectly still and just looked at me, expressionless, waiting.

A whole minute went past as we glowered at each other.

‘You’d better go,’ he repeated.

‘I don’t want to go!’ I shouted.

At that moment, we both heard the front door open and a male voice called out:

‘Oliver, is that you?’

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By *ikeC2012Man
1 week ago

Peterborough

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By *atinbloodMan
1 week ago

Birkenhead

Oooooooh getting interesting now.

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By *ndrewfcMan
1 week ago

dunchurch

Brilliant writing fella, so hot!!!

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By *arucocMan
1 week ago

Machynlleth

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By *ature boyMan
1 week ago

Erdington

Oh oh awkward

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
1 week ago

South Cheshire

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By *ashtoolMan
1 week ago

belfast

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

I sat bolt upright in my chair, not knowing whether to stand or stay seated. With my hands on the arm rests my whole body froze.

Olly put his finger to his lips to indicate that I should remain silent.

‘We’re in here, dad,’ he called out.

There was the noise of keys being placed down and shoes being removed.

Then Olly’s father popped his head around the door and looked at us.

‘Either of you want a drink?’ he asked, smiling at me warmly.

I recognised him instantly. But I knew that he wouldn’t know me.

His father was about my age and could have been mistaken for my brother. He was roughly the same build as me, thick-set, with a shaved head and salt-and-pepper moustache and beard. We were also the same height, both shorter than Olly by about three inches. We even had the same pale blue eyes.

My heart was beating wildly.

‘We’re okay, dad,’ said Olly.

‘Then give me two minutes and I’ll join you.’

I looked over at Olly. He hadn’t moved from his position in the centre of the room.

He winked at me and the penny dropped.

‘Did you plan this together?’ I whispered hoarsely, furious at what I guessed was happening now.

He nodded.

‘We share everything, dad and I,’ he chuckled, ‘Especially men.’

My head was racing and my heart was pounding. I couldn’t think straight.

‘Do you mind?’ he asked.

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By *ature boyMan
1 week ago

Erdington

Interesting ...

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

So I was wrong. Olly’s father clearly also recognised me.

‘Is he really called Liam?’ I asked.

The coincidence between his name and mine was bizarre.

‘Yes,’ said Olly, ‘The two Liams it is.’

‘So what’ve you been up to then?’ asked Liam, coming back into the room with a tumbler of something in his hand.

He was dressed in grey jogging bottoms and a white sweat shirt. There was a familiar-looking bulge in his trousers.

How often did they do this?

Or was this the first time?

What the fuck was going on?

‘You tell him, Lee,’ said Olly.

Liam came and sat at the other armchair, opposite me. He looked at me and smiled expectantly.

‘We’ve been talking a bit,’ I started. ‘We were…’

‘Talking!’ interrupted Olly.

Liam looked surprised at his son’s rudeness.

‘Dad, he made me suck his dick, dad.’

Liam grinned.

‘Anything else?’

Olly began to speak but Liam cut him off.

‘You tell me, please,’ he said, looking at me with interest. ‘You tell me what you’ve been up to with my son.’

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

I sat back in my chair with an air of resignation.

'Liam,' I explained, 'I did not make Olly do anything, as I'm sure you're aware. He's perfectly capable of managing the whole show himself.'

Liam laughed.

'I know,' he agreed. 'He's got a great imagination though, don't you think?'

Olly walked over and sat down beside me, putting a hand on top of mine. He looked over at his father.

'Did you suck his dick, son?' asked Liam.

'Yes, dad,' nodded Olly.

'Is it a nice dick, son?'

'Yes, dad,' said Olly.

'So what else?'

Olly and I looked at one another.

'I sucked your son's cock and loved every minute of it,' I said. 'In for a penny; in for a pound.'

Liam grinned and his eyes sparkled.

'In for a pound, eh?' he chuckled. 'That's good news.'

I knew what he meant and I knew what was going to happen next.

He pulled down his jogging bottoms, exposing his thick erect penis, and beckoned me to him.

'Might be a bit sweaty from the run - I hope you don't mind.'

Olly laughed.

'He'll love it, dad! Think he's gone to heaven and died.'

At that, Olly got up and left the room, closing the door behind him, leaving Liam and me alone.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

Of course, I knew exactly what he wanted. He had told me four days ago, last Thursday.

He wanted to get sucked off while I looked into his eyes and gagged on his thick cock.

‘I can’t tell you how fuckin’ hot it is to have someone suck my cock who looks so much like me,’ Liam began. ‘A real fuckin’ hard man! Yeah?’

My mind was all over the place. I didn’t know what to do. It seemed rude to refuse him.

I got up out of my chair and went to kneel in-between his legs.

His cock was salty with sweat but otherwise quite clean. There was no scent of urine or dried semen as with Olly.

I closed my eyes as I took him deep into my throat.

‘Look at me!’ he barked. ‘Look at me!’

I opened my eyes and looked up into his. It was an intense hard stare that he gave me. There was no sense of affection in it. I tried to match him with my own version of a hard man’s glare. In doing so, I got harder and harder.

There were dozens of questions running around inside my brain. In order to quell them, I allowed myself to melt into the task at hand. As the questions subsided, the enjoyment of it grew. I hoped that there would be some relief for me too at the end of all this.

As with Olly, I felt his member stiffen extra hard just before climax and could once again feel on my tongue the flow of spunk as it pumped through his shaft.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
1 week ago

Staffordshire

'What were you shouting about when I came in?' Liam asked, tidying himself.

'Olly wanted me to leave,' I said. 'I don't know why.'

'He likes playing games, testing boundaries.'

Liam took a sip of his drink.

'But he's a good soul.'

We went quiet. He drank some more whisky.

He looked at me and smiled again, quite tenderly this time.

'That was very nice, Lee. Want me to return the favour some time?'

I didn't know what to say.

'How?' I asked.

'I could be persuaded to suck you off.'

He drained the last of his drink.

'Perhaps with Oliver watching us.'

He scrutinised me closely, eager to spot any telltale reaction.

My eyes widened spontaneously. The thought of what he had just suggested overwhelmed me. I felt my heart racing again.

'Would he be up for it?'

'Sure. It's his idea. He mentioned it at the weekend. Always been a fantasy of his, to watch his daddy in action.'

I felt that I had to speak up.

'It just all seems a bit wrong,' I admitted.

'Yes, I know.'

'Doesn't it trouble you?'

As a father myself, I wanted to work out the dynamics of this relationship.

'Not really,' said Liam. 'You see, Oliver is not really my son. It's just a game we play. He's actually the son of a neighbour down the road.'

'How long have you known him?'

'Since he turned eighteen and joined the same website that we've been using. It didn't take us long for both of us to work it out.'

'Have you been to bed with him?'

'No, he's not my type, too young and skinny. I prefer men of my own age.'

'So what have you been doing? Why are you in contact with him at all?'

Liam looked thoughtful.

'My mistake, I suppose, but it's been difficult to put him off. He has the hots for me big time.'

He laughed suddenly.

'And I don't shit on my own doorstep - until today.'

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By *ashtoolMan
1 week ago

belfast

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By *ature boyMan
1 week ago

Erdington

Very interesting

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By *rdiscreet327Man
7 days ago

notts

So good!

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
7 days ago

Staffordshire

After putting on his trainers, Oliver had slipped quietly out of the house and had made his way home.

He lived six doors away in a semi-detached house with a tiny neat garden at the front.

The house was empty and he went straight upstairs to his bedroom at the back.

He paced around for five minutes, wondering what to do, not knowing what to think or feel.

Then he moved over to the window and stood there for a long while, his pose frozen as he looked out without seeing, without thinking, without feeling.

He was like a mannequin that had been temporarily brought to life and then returned to its position on the shop floor.

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By *ezzieMan
7 days ago

Inverness

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7 days ago

edinburgh

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By *SMCDTV/TS
7 days ago

Weston super Mare

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7 days ago

tamworth

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7 days ago

South Cheshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
7 days ago

Staffordshire

For the last six months Oliver had been in regular online contact with several older men. Having turned eighteen in March he was determined to make real his desire for sex with another man, someone in their thirties or forties.

For most of the time, he kept his own profile hidden and browsed anonymously the profiles of the other men in his area. It hadn't taken him long to work out the identity and location of Liam and so the two men had been messaging one another regularly since then.

Liam was recently divorced and was looking to sell his house by the end of the year. He hadn't done too much to hide himself on the website and was happy to show his face after exchanging a few messages.

At first, Oliver had tried to keep his identity a secret, though Liam knew he must live in the immediate neighbourhood.

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By *ature boyMan
7 days ago

Erdington

Intriguing

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
7 days ago

Staffordshire

Eventually, after about a month, Oliver revealed himself to the older man and they finally met in person about a week later, going for a drive and a country walk together.

By this time, Liam had made it very clear that he was not looking for any kind of sexual interaction with Oliver. For his part, although Oliver accepted this, he was nevertheless unable to restrain himself from quite blatant flirtatious behaviour when they first met.

Once this settled down, however, they became quite good friends, the older man taking on the role of mentor and advisor to the younger, creating what felt to both of them like a surrogate father/son relationship.

It was from these beginnings that the plan was hatched to allow Oliver to experience his first sexual encounter. To this end, Liam had offered him the use of his house. Therefore they had been looking together at the online profiles for about two weeks, with one or two false leads and messages that fizzled out.

Lee fit the bill for several reasons. He was married and older, experienced, with plenty of recommendations from other men. It was clear he was out for a quick grope and would disappear back into the woodwork without any fuss. There would be no mess with someone like Lee, reasoned Liam.

For Oliver, Lee ticked all the right boxes. He was the right age for one thing. For another, he was very similar to Liam in looks.

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By *ature boyMan
7 days ago

Erdington

Interesting

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
7 days ago

Staffordshire

It wasn't necessary to return to work that afternoon so I dawdled on my way home, not wanting to face any awkward questions from my wife about why I was home so early.

Bear in mind, I was still full of pent-up sexual tension. After allowing both Olly and Liam to satisfy themselves in my mouth, I was desperate for the same kind of release.

It made sense to drive on to the Chase and find a friendly face. It was a vast area, thousands of acres, but there were one or two well-known cruising spots. My favourite if them all was known as The Ridge, quite aptly.

There were no cars parked up at the roadside but I pulled in there anyway, knowing that most people drove further in. But driving up to the hidden carpark meant navigating a rough, bumpy track. I always preferred to walk instead.

It also meant one could make a quicker getaway in the event of trouble.

However, just as I had finished parking and had switched off the motor, a second car pulled in next to me.

I waited for a few seconds to watch. The driver of the other vehicle got out, locked the door and made for a narrow path among the bracken.

I knew this path well. Usually it was strewn with discarded tissues and used condoms. It went deep into the woods, well hidden from the road.

Without a second's hesitation, I left my car and followed him.

He was waiting for me about fifty metres along the path.

'Let's go a bit further on,' I said.

I walked right past him and heard him following me.

We stopped after about the same distance again.

Gone were the days of waiting to find out if a guy was interested or getting worried that he might be a cop. Everyone knew what this place was for

'What do you like doing?' he asked, taking out his cock and stroking.

Sometimes, if I was unsure about a guy, I would tell him I just wanted to watch.

Otherwise I gave them my standard answer:

'Getting sucked off.'

This was one of those occasions when the standard answer was sufficient.

He was down on his knees instantly.

I leaned back a little, taking in the sweet fragrance of his aftershave, as he unzipped my trousers and began to minister to my needs.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
7 days ago

Staffordshire

'You've got a lovely cock,' he murmured appreciatively, looking up at me.

I nodded and smiled, showing my gratitude for the compliment. Probably by now I'd heard the same comment about it a hundred times. It was never called beautiful or impressive or gorgeous. It was always deemed to be lovely.

Personally, I couldn't work out the attraction, but then, of course, I had never had the pleasure of feeling it in my own mouth. So I guessed it must be quite a comforting cock, neither too disgusting nor too intimidating.

I mused that on my gravestone it might be nice to request a simple epitaph:

HE HAD A LOVELY COCK. R.I.P.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
7 days ago

Staffordshire

I ran it through my head a few more times and came up with the final version:

R.I.P

LIAM "Lee" TAYLOR

HE HAD A LOVELY COCK

And with those thoughts, I shot a healthy load into him, moaning very loudly as I did so, oblivious to whoever else might be about.

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By *rdiscreet327Man
6 days ago

notts

Love every chapter. Such a great writer!

Can’t wait for more.

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By *SMCDTV/TS
6 days ago

Weston super Mare

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6 days ago

South Cheshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
6 days ago

Staffordshire

That night, I awoke suddenly after two hours and couldn't get back to sleep. Rather than remain restless in bed, I got up and went downstairs. It was just after one o'clock.

I had some questions for Olly.

Foolishly, out of habit, I had deleted all my messages to and from him. All I had was his address on my phone. So when I now tried to make contact with him, I couldn't because he had hidden his profile from public view.

Therefore I spent the next three hours trawling the internet. I tried watching some porn first, the usual bisexual stuff I often turned to,

But I couldn't shake off my thoughts about Olly, whatever I did and whatever state I was in. The thought of him standing there semi-naked kept entering my mind.

Eventually, I turned to Google, explaining that I was married yet had recently met a man. It told me:

"Many men reach their 50s and realize they fancy men. For some, they have quietly known or suppressed it for decades due to the social pressures of the era they grew up in. For others, sexual attraction is fluid and shifts genuinely over time, making it a brand-new realisation."

I then explained the age difference and it told me some more things.

Finally, I admitted that I really enjoyed the feeling of being told what to do by this younger guy. It told me some more things about myself.

I watched some more porn, gay stuff this time, until I came thankfully, spurting across a couple of kitchen towels.

At four o'clock I returned to bed and fell asleep until the alarm woke me at seven.

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By *ashtoolMan
6 days ago

belfast

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By *ature boyMan
6 days ago

Erdington

Hopefully you will have Ollie soon

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
6 days ago

Staffordshire

By Saturday, Olly had still not opened his profile to public view. He hadn’t disappeared altogether like a lot of the men did on the website, opening an account temporarily and then closing it suddenly when they felt either too much shame or too much pressure. But Oliver was definitely hiding.

Liam was still active though, and he was often online the same time as me.

I sent him a message, asking if things were okay and would he possibly be able to get a message to Oliver.

An hour later, at just about ten o’clock on Saturday morning, Liam got back to me.

‘Sorry, mate,’ he said in his message, ‘But Oliver only wants to see you if you are willing to stay. I don’t think he means just for an hour or so, either, but for something much longer term than that. Sorry I can’t be any more specific. Oliver was quite sharp with me. He wouldn’t go into any further details. You’re probably best to leave it alone.’

Leave it alone?

Leave him alone?

Wasn’t Olly the one leaving it alone, leaving me alone?

I felt sick and angry in equal parts.

Then we had to leave to go into town for our regular lunch and walk around Midfield.

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By *ashtoolMan
6 days ago

belfast

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By *ature boyMan
6 days ago

Erdington

Overnight?

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
6 days ago

Staffordshire

I tried to guess what was going through Olly's mind. On the car journey, I considered several possibilities.

Overnight? Maybe that's what he wanted. An overnight stay.

My own mind then raced to work out a viable scenario whereby I could get away for a whole day and night, maybe even two nights.

But even as I was mulling this over, desperately trying to find a solution, I knew deep inside that Olly meant that he wanted more than just an overnight stay. I felt it in my guts.

Once again I felt sick, though the angry part had undergone a significant change. If there was any anger within me, it now had a very different target.

'Damn!' I exploded, forgetting that my wife was by my side

'Forgotten something?' she asked, amused at this outburst.

'Yes,' I improvised, 'Should have rung James about Monday.'

'Do you want to pull over and do it now?'

'No, it can wait till we get there. Thanks.'

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By *ikkjelMan
6 days ago

Settle

Such a relief- and change - to read something with correct paragraphing and punctuation.

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By *ature boyMan
6 days ago

Erdington

Please keep going

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
6 days ago

South Cheshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
6 days ago

Staffordshire

Eventually, of course, I worked it all out for myself as best I could.

After we had parked and I had pretended to call James, who was naturally unavailable, and then pretended to send him a message, we walked to our favourite place by the cathedral for a light lunch. We sat in our usual spot up the corner by the window, from where we could see the ducks and swans on the little lake as well as the people walking past.

I was taking a sip of the Malbec when the realisation hit me: Oliver was who I could have been when I was eighteen.

This time I didn't feel sick. Something else, not my stomach, turned inside, like a key turning in a lock.

He represented not only what I wanted but also what I wanted to be.

The emotional response to this was so great that I had to make an excuse to leave the table.

By the time I got to the rest room, I had realised the truth of something else, something I had been deliberately avoiding.

For I was a father with an eighteen year old son myself.

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By *ature boyMan
6 days ago

Erdington

???

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By *ashtoolMan
6 days ago

belfast

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By *ocked100Man
6 days ago

North Ayrshire

Very well written loving this

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

When I reached the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror.

What was I?

What was my life all about?

What was I doing with my life that made any sense or had any significance?

What was the value of me? Where did it lie?

Whom did I love?

What was love? Did such a thing exist at all?

Did I love my wife or my son?

Did I love men or women?

Was I straight or gay or both?

What was I?

And I knew at that moment, in that place, that only these questions mattered, all of them together, not one question out of the many, but all of them together.

And seeing this, awaking to the truth of it, I also saw that there was no answer anywhere, in any place and at any time, other than this.

There was only the annihilating beauty of the questions.

The blood stopped racing through my head and the sound of it no longer filled my ears.

My heart was quiet.

My head was empty.

I was nothing at all, no-one, a dead thing, a shell, a tailor’s dummy.

I kept on looking at myself and then smiled at myself with genuine affection.

In that smile I was remade, reborn, and my life had just begun.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

'I've fallen in love with someone,' I told my wife, on returning to my seat.

We were waiting for dessert to arrive.

'I need your help because I'm scared.'

I reached for and held her hand and she took it.

By now, the place had filled up with diners and we were surrounded by tables full of other people. There was the sound of their chatter as well as the faint noise of background piped music.

Outside, the light of the sun was reflecting on the clear, smooth water of the lake.

Somewhere, in another part of the town, was a young lad just as confused as me.

He was me. He was my son. He was himself. He was the three in one, the holy trinity.

He was also the olive tree, the symbol of peace and reconciliation.

He stood for bravery, loyalty and wisdom.

He was Oliver Cromwell. He was Oliver Twist.

'Oliver,' I said. 'That's his name.'

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By *teve1001400Man
5 days ago

crayford

Omg

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By *rdiscreet327Man
5 days ago

notts

Wow! So good

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
5 days ago

South Cheshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

'Oh my God!' she exclaimed, her voice barely above a whisper. 'A man!'

'Yes. Oliver.'

'Someone from work?'

I shook my head.

'Where then? Beacon?'

I shook my head again.

'Well, where then, Lee?'

I picked up my phone and tapped on the discreet little icon that connected to the website.

The page that came up first was the message board. Good enough. I handed it over.

She tapped on a blue line.

'This is all about Christmas,' she said.

'Try another.'

It was a story about Spanish lorry drivers, apparently. She read it aloud as far as the part where the man was wanking his cock.

'What's this?' she asked, pointing to the top of the screen.

There was a message for me.

'Open it,' I said.

'Are you sure, Lee?'

I nodded.

It was from Oliver. She read the message and then handed back the phone.

Not bothering to read it, I connected instead to his profile page.

'This is him,' I explained.

She read aloud again:

"Open for anything and everything. Use me."

Underneath this invitation was his photo: naked, face down, his head turned back to look at the camera, equally inviting.

She scrolled down the page.

'He's eighteen?'

'Yes,' I replied, 'He's eighteen. The same age as Tom.'

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5 days ago

Staffordshire

She carried on scrutinising the rest of his profile.

‘What does bareback mean?’

‘It means he doesn’t like using condoms.’

‘Oh!’

‘But disregard all of that list. He’s just ticked everything on offer. He’s just making a silly statement there.’

‘Is he?’ she queried.

‘Do you want to read the rest of our messages?’

She shook her head.

‘No, thanks, that’s private.’

The waitress arrived with the two dishes of dessert.

‘Bon appetit,’ she remarked cheerily as she placed them on the table.

‘Thank you,’ I replied.

We looked at the cold puddings. She picked up a fork and began to eat.

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
5 days ago

South Cheshire

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

‘How long have you been attracted to men?’

I didn’t really know.

‘Probably always,’ I said.

There was a distant memory from my youth of something happening to me in a public toilet: a realisation, a scent, a picture, a phrase, something scribbled on a wall. Maybe I was twelve or thirteen. Maybe older; maybe younger. It was impossible to say.

She nodded at my phone.

‘How long with him?’

‘A week,’ I admitted.

‘And what about other times, other people?’

‘Other men?’

‘Do you mean there have been other women too?’ she asked.

‘No, no,’ I quickly reassured her. ‘Only men.’

‘How many men?’

‘A lot.’

She wanted to know what I did with them, the details of my sexual encounters, but I refused to answer.

‘It’s not about the sex,’ I said. ‘I am in love with him, with Oliver. It’s not about the sex.’

My wife and I had not had sexual relations for about ten years. We had drifted away from that side of our marriage almost without noticing it. After about five years of this, I stopped getting regularly checked at the clinic. The last time was well over a year ago.

‘I am gay,’ I said.

Until last week, I wasn’t sure. I didn’t think about it; I couldn’t face it. The sex I had had with other men was never gay sex. It was only ever a straight man’s game. Getting sucked off by a horde of cute male faces. Breeding young married men, some of whom had made the same mistake as me, who had got married even while they craved the touch of another man. Satisfying them. Male camaraderie. Thirty years worth of it.

We ordered coffee and remained there for another hour.

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By *ature boyMan
5 days ago

Erdington

Oh dear

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

‘Oh dear!’

The words came out of my mouth without thinking.

He had opened the door wearing even less than the first time, just a pair of tight black trunks. He had his phone in his hand.

I followed him into the sitting room.

‘I hope those are clean,’ I told him, taking a seat.

‘Maybe they are,’ he grinned, ‘And maybe they are not.’

‘Where’s Liam today?’

‘How the hell should I know!’

He was in a strange mood, but mine was even stranger.

‘Come here,’ I said, ‘And sit on my lap. We need to talk.’

He feigned surprise and was about to say something but then thought better of it.

He walked over to me and sat astride me, his bare body against mine. He smelt fresh and childlike. I put my arms around him, pressed my nose against his smooth chest and inhaled deeply. The wave came over me, like the tide breaking on the shore, all my feelings about him and his body and his sex combined.

I pushed him back slightly and regained what composure I could.

‘Tom wants to meet you,’ I said. ‘How do you feel about it?’

Olly laughed.

‘Is he as much of an arsehole as his father?’ he asked.

‘He isn’t a closet gay, if that’s what you mean,’ I replied.

Olly looked down at me with his head tilted sideways.

‘You’re an arsehole full stop. It has nothing to do with your sexuality.’

‘Okay, thanks, so now I know.’

I pulled him close to me again and began to kiss his pale white skin.

‘So is he coming here?’ asked Olly.

‘Yes, I thought we’d make a meal for him. And Liam too, if he’s around.’

‘Your cooking or mine?’

‘I’d like him to live just a little while longer. I’ll do the spaghetti thing.’

I held him tight and let the wave come over me again.

‘Puttanesca!’ he murmured joyfully.

I shivered happily at the thought, at the double meaning of the word - no, at the triple meaning of the word. Olly and I were both puttanesca in the very oldest sense of the word: we were both exposing something publicly. Even now, as I held him, I had placed him in front of me.

‘I thought this afternoon I would tie you to the chair and milk your cock,’ he suggested.

‘Thank you, kind sir,’ I replied, ‘I would like that very much.’

He jumped off me and returned to his favourite position in the centre of the room.

I sat and watched him.

After a while, I went over and sat down beside him, nuzzling into his warm soft belly and soaking in the fragrance of his pants.

I held his hand.

It was like something cool from the evening air.

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

Story concludes here.

Thank you all for your kind comments.

The story was inspired by Patricia’s Highsmith’s short story The Stuff of Madness, which can be found in a collection called MERMAIDS ON THE GOLF COURSE, published in 1985

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By *hostwriter OP   Man
5 days ago

Staffordshire

If you want to see a copy of the final edited version, which has a few minor yet significant amendments, please let me know.

GW

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By *ohnny 52TV/TS
5 days ago

South Cheshire

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By *ikkjelMan
4 days ago

Settle

Yes, I'd definitely like to see this.

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By *ashtoolMan
3 days ago

belfast

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