Hey fabs
I’m in a really dark place right now where nothing really seems to be going the way I had envisioned heading into my mid 40’s
Marriage is on an knife edge and no matter what I say or do it’s the wrong thing
My dad passing away and I still haven’t processed it properly
I lost my job and my business is failing because I just don’t have the drive right now to do anything
And to make matters worse I’ve just recently lost loads in an investment scam that has made everything 10x worse.
All this whilst being gay in a heterosexual marriage and being gender dysphoric as well. My hormones are everywhere right now.
I’m not even sure where to begin with recovering from this
Sorry things aren't going too well atm.
Can I suggest you seek 'professional' help - financial and 'medical', free if possible.
Your gp, citizen's advice, samaritans ?? who can advise or refer.
Hard as it is, don't despair, grit your teeth and urge yourself to fight for better times.
Good luck.
