It’s a permanent chase for the next dopamine high, be that porn, meets, cruising, sex clubs, gay spas, swinger venues or porn cinemas. For a long time I was a pornoholic, it made me late for work, meetings and eventually broke friendships. Got me into the deepest of problems, but after many years of abusing my sexual addiction, have developed various techniques to manage it. It’s always there buzzing in the background, but now I don’t feel so dragged along by the urges with a lot more control and awareness of how bad it’s can take me places I no longer wish to go. |
