I've been married for over 20 years. I have a normal, respectable job and I’m active in the local community. Most people would describe me as a straight, decent family man.
But that’s not the real story.
For years I’ve been secretly locked in chastity. I’ve become a denied sub bottom who craves being used by men. The contrast between my everyday life and what I do in private has become a huge addiction. I love the risk, the shame, and the fantasy of someone finding out who I really am and slowly taking control.
I’m into being used, recording, blindfolded anonymous meets, groups, spanking, bondage. Basically being treated like a filthy married hole.
The idea of being exposed and forced deeper because someone has leverage over me turns me on more than anything.
I can't be the only person here who gets off on this kind of dangerous, risky fantasy? Are there others who understand how addictive this slow loss of control feels?
Crazy but so addictive and exiting. Only time will tell where this goes.
