Only just joined this site and absolutely love it.
I've been xdressing on and off for 20 years but love the thought of submitting to a nice big cock. My problem is too nervous to meet and im also in a strange situation with my partner where we are living together more as friends now after she wanting space and breaking up with me. I should be thankful and take the opportunity to go out and meet but feel guilty.
I've always played on cam in private in the house when I have the chance and play with dildos.
Im attracted to strong assertive top guys 45 - 59 who love to be verbal. i love dressing up and putting make up on and wig as it makes me feel more fem and gurly, but sometimes i'd like to sub as a guy wearing lingerie.
This site has also made me wonder about meeting outside in secluded spots and taking some nice cock in my hand whilst kissing and the guy groping my arse.
