I was married for 20 years, for the last 3 she kept me as her cuck, in lingerie and only allowed to suck her various lovers.
And occasionally eat cum off or out of her body.
I loved watching her with guys i was jealous of her lingerie and how guys touched and used her body . I just wanted to be her.
She noticed and started ne dressing and sucking cocks.
But never let me get fucked.
In the end she left for a real man who fucjs her like I never could so now I want to be a slag and used as easy fuck meat.
I gave sucjed a lot of guys but when it comes to being fucjed I get nervous and say no or cancel the meet and yet I can not get i out of my head that I need to give it all to guys for there pleasure.
Please help me become the slag I am in my head
