Heart in mouth, cold hands and feet. Just went for it, enjoyed the meet, then felt guilty and started over again. Most guys if they know its a first should be sound enough
Sat in my car for a long time, very nervous but very horny, until the horny overcame the nerves. Walked up to the door, rang the bell, and sucked my first cock!
That was 26 years ago and I've sucked a lot of cocks since!