Married, midlife, and realizing life is too short not to explore what’s been on my mind for years. In a menopausal marriage with little sex, I’ve started thinking more about what excites me and I keep coming back to one thing: the idea of being with a man or (TV/CD).
What I’m Looking For:
Discreet I don’t want to blow up my marriage. Someone who knows how to make a first time unforgettable. I want to try being a bottom and experience it fully slow. No drama, just two guys enjoying what we both want.
Ever since a d*unken night in my twenties when another guy touched me he took me to his home took my cock out and sucked me, he pulled down my jeans and bent me over his sofa and just rubbed his cock along my arse and just gently pushing into my hole but not fully penetrating he came on my arse and then licked it clean he pulled up my jeans fastened my belt said thank you and I left that was it, I’ve wanted more since of what it would have felt inside me. I’ve thought about it while watching gay films, imagining what it would feel like to fully give in I’ve used toys over the years but I’m sure it feels much better. I want to feel another man deep inside me but slowly.
So I suppose Bottom-curious & craving my first real experience. I can’t really accommodate but also open to outside. Prefer early mornings before work or lunch time somewhere. Totally discreet and not sharing life details just meet have fun say goodbye, maybe just the one guy for longer discreet meetings. Must be fairly close to me for lunchtime hour meets HG3. Would prefer older experienced who wants to play and I’m open to mutual play telling me to suck your cock to or you want me to fuck you also. I like seeing guys in women clothing convincing or not thought about it myself if with the right person
