If I'm reluctant, hesitant, evasive or god forbid, resistant, the only avenue is force with verbal encouragement. Basically I'm giving you the OK to r#pe my skull , just with verbal encouragement and support.
Fear is my most trusted emotion. Pain , my most rewarding payment. I'll never escape the inner voice reminding me of what a filthy, worthless, inferior pig I am. I might as well lean-in and give someone some satisfaction by using me.
Don't accom and expect you to, thanks for reading.
