FabGuys.com: p (40) , Man in Leicester, East Midlands, UK

It’s taken me to many years to realise and see that sex and d***s are not the answer to the pain I’m having to hide it’s time I man up and call it quits and get help it just now where do I start to try and get the old me back from before all of it started and being honest I can’t get even remember what it’s like to not be like how I am now it’s been way over 20 years since I started and I know i have hurt everyone around me in some shape or form an fkd myself up even more in the process I know I can’t right the wrongs I have done but surely I can at least try to do good for once and not fk up every I go near or touch

Those who I have met thank you for putting up with my bs over the years and I’m sort you have had to see it and experience how much of a twat I am I might come back once in a while just to see how things are with a few people on here but hopefully today 20/10/25 is the start of a new beginning for me I know and fully expect it to be a long hard road ahead of me and that there will be times where I will want to give up but I am determined to do it and please if you start to see some of my stupid crap come back though again just please point out that I’m being a twat again to give me a reminder not to fk it up completely because if I carry on the way I am there’s only 2 possible outcomes an neither are good and I seriously don’t want that to happen and I know that if I don’t sort myself out now when it comes to facing the day that I have been dreading for the last 8 years it will destroy me

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