I had a talk with myself the other day:
"Hello Jennifer you sexy girl, I have to say, what the hell you doing fishing in this dirty old pond containing nothing but fantasists and guys who just want to empty their balls in you or dream about it while they're jerking off? Men huh! Maybe it's West Cumbria, am I just a sex object? Or am I so scary that guys run a mile?"
"I thought there might be someone nice out there to play with and who isn't going to mess me around but I haven't found them yet. Maybe when I move to Blackpool this year it will be different".
Anyway, that's what I was thinking, for what it's worth.
Btw, I'm lifestyle trans, 24/7, not just for kink, though I am very, very kinky.
Love Jennifer xxx