In my mid 40's and been a closeted crossdresser for years, I love it all, the lingerie, the tiny little rubber skirts, the thigh high boots, it's quite age inappropriate I know, but guys I've chatted to never seem to mind my love of dressing a bit slutty and I guess it suits my personality!
I've often found myself drawn to the dirtier minded man in chats, I've always been quite submissive when I dress and the idea of a slightly dominant older man that expects me to dress for his pleasure while seeing how far he can perhaps push me out of my comfort zone, maybe help me discover who this side of me really is in the process...
My ideal man is quite virile and isn't afraid to take what he wants, I guess deep down I need that, I need to feel as though I've satisfied his frustrations, needs. Remember the old adage that men want a lady in the living room and a whore in the bedroom?, Well i'm looking for a daddy that doesn't want me to stop at just the bedroom, I have a lot of catching up to do!