Been finding myself drawn more and more to abusive gifs and captions of being treated badly and degraded and its turning me on more and more
Im a married submissive cock sucking addict
Ive been cross dressing for meets for the last couple of years but recently had a huge loss in confidence which resulted in me throwing out all my femme clothes and accessories.
Im not sure if i regret it yet BUT what its shown me is that i dont need to cross dress to be submissive and that the craving for cock to suck and cum to swallow or wear has not left me.
I prefer older men and am especially drawn to dominant men with kinky or unconventional desires although i also adore kissing and fondling.
Writing this now at the start of August 2025 its been a few months since ive met anyone but my imagination is going wild and im hungry for cock and cum and control to be taken away from me.
I cant often accommodate but im ready to start meeting again and am keen to be filled with cum. Im not very experienced at being fucked but i think its time that changed.
I have a gallery of my crossdressing photos and selfies but hope to build a new gallery as i meet and hopefully please mature men.
Ive explored some group meets and love being subby to mature men at their places or at suitable hosts
Im learnt a fair bit about exploring roleplay and loving giving oral to messy completion more and more and I very much want to explore being taken fucked when the time comes
The more dominant your kink the more im likely to want to please you x
Recent confessions and stories:
What would your dad think?
A cuckolds cleanup
Dropped off and instructed
Being painted and decorated
Bdsm test results
100% Degradee
96% Submissive
95% Non-monogamist
91% Rope bunny
89% Experimentalist
85% Primal (Prey)
80% Voyeur
68% Pet
58% Brat
54% Masochist
49% Switch
49% Exhibitionist
33% Dominant
25% Primal (Hunter)
23% Little
23% Rigger
19% Owner
18% Vanilla
17% Degrader
16% Daddy/Mommy
16% Master/Mistress
14% Sadist
13% Ageplayer
9% Brat tamer
