Update:19/8/25 cant reply to messages on here until the 21st, membership has ran out, if you have my number your lucky, giz a message, my balls are full, if youd like me to message you, private message me your number and i will WhatsApp or sms message you, apologies
im an ok guy i think, i suffer with low self esteem and most days I dont like myself at all, horrible thoughts about not being here pretty much everyday, this severely affects me meeting or arranging meets because I doubt whether im good enough, consequently ive messed up quite a few times letting people down, myself more than anyone, im sorry to anyone I have messaged around or let down, that isn't me at all, I hate the way I am.
This statement isn't to get sympathy or make myself the martyr or pity me, none of that shit, its me trying to explain amd talk (as is openly encouraged for men these days) open up a little, I apologise to everyone ive messed around, im sorry.
Now to the normalish stuff,
Into most things, looking for a laugh l, naughty fun and mates, oh and I smoke
Now have kik, ask for details
