So before I get fully into exactly what I'm looking for long-term, I'm happy to meet up with the right people if we click. Don't be afraid to message!
Having said that, ideally what I'm looking for I'm not sure sure exists.
I want to find someone who would be looking for me to live with them. They would then warp my mind and body into a female.
So they would have rules that my room could only be decorated femininely, my wardrobe would consist of mainly female clothes, make up mandatory. A strict mind altering video course (I'm sure you know what I mean) course to warp my mind more. Kept in micro chastity to stop any masculine urges which they would keep the key. Eventually mandatory mtf hormones. The goal being you're left with a trans woman you'd be proud of.and obviously all the benefits that's brings ;)!
Hopefully this peaks someone's interest, give me a message and let me know if you're interested! P.s. I don't expect financial help with any of this.