Well I’m a guy in my late 50s and I’ve been on and off here for many many years. I’ve also on if I look back on my life from a very early primary school age child I wish you to be drawn towards girly things girly clothes though I was quite boyish and getting dirty and fighting in everything else with my friends all the way through school if I got the possibility to dress up in a piece I would if your girlfriend initially trial their underwear or buy them something I know they’re not gonna wear and then it would end up being mine. I’m not sure if I was young now and I was growing up in the current world with the trans population whether I be going down a different route And I think about it I was very obsessed anyway when I got to my teenage years I got into football and I got into the hooligan side just on the edge is really going to travel a bit join the army I didn’t really work though and now I have this Secret life every now and then which isn’t very good of dressing. I’m trying to feel feminine. I don’t really look good. I’ve been out to club so I’ve warm make up. I’ve met with guys. I’ve met with women. I’ve tried many many different things. I’ve tried to stop but I can’t so I still have a stash of clothes. Sometimes it’s a tarty look but more often. It’s just to feel I will try and dress somewhere turn up dark room or dark place outside where people can’t see. I really don’t look that good but to me I feel great get on my knees and suck cock. I’ve been fucked a few times. I thought I’d be more dominant but I’m not. I just lose myself and get told to do I was abused a little bit by a teacher at school nothing too sinister no buggery but a little bit a little bit no on his side he died in prison. I realised later that it wasn’t just me there were lots of kids Mainly the petting side strip you naked in his office touch you do silly things like play chess with you naked.
