I've thought a lot about what to write here and what I'm doing here, so this is what I've come up with.
I've been separated for 7 years, my wife has replaced me with a younger model, and I have been struggling with feelings I have had for 25+ years.
It started when I was in my early 20s I think, seeing a friend naked and it clearly stuck.
Let me say what I'm NOT here for. I don't have experience, so messages along the lines of guzzling loads, or anything like that will just turn me away. I am not here to just be a - well, I don't know what I'd be referred to as, but I'm not that.
I don't know the terminology either - what bb is I have no clue, please don't just drop a one line message with a load of nonsense in it, or "you want a wank, draining, balls emptied" kind of stuff. I would much prefer someone who can articulate themselves.
What I am here for is to try to meet guys who are completely new to this, as nervous as I am to meet and try something they have never tried before, who respect that this is something that needs time and patience and is often fuelled with needs that are unmet.
I've ticked a load of the boxes, but in reality I'd like to just know what it feels like to hold yours next to mine, no kissing though, and perhaps under the right circumstances, feel it in my mouth.
Where it goes from there depends on our mutual understanding of how we will be able to progress and respect each other's feelings, needs and boundaries.
