I have never been with a man, i am looking to find a older man who is not pushy and will let me go at my pace as a bottom. I am very shy so i dont want to rush id like to take my time. Posibly them blindfolded while i wank and suck them as im shy. Then when im ready for my ass to be played with, eaten and fucked it can come off. I have used toys but i do want a gental insert not rough atleast till i want it rough i also like it oiked up or lubed up alot nice and sloppy. My holes and hands are only on offer i dont want to recive any cock play thanks.