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By *rgeo OP Man 2 days ago
WOLVERHAMPTON |
Ergeo: You need to decide how far you wish to go. This is not about sex and pleasure but about power, about submitting to a higher force, about allowing a greater intelligence to enter your life. The aim is equality, with liberty and fraternity accompanying it, the French ideal. You are free to leave at any time.
When you send me a picture of your face I shall know you are ready and we can proceed. You will then receive a brief list of terms and conditions, as well as the consequences for stepping outside one or two rules. The rules will apply chiefly to your sexual behaviour initially. This is training for your cock and balls to start with. Once they are under control we can move forward into other areas.
I am happy to wait for a reply. There is no urgency here. When you are ready, you are ready.
Tiger: After consideration, I offer my face as a sign of readiness and a gesture of submission. I'm yours to guide.
E: You can ask anything of George at any time. But that's not the point. This is not about either you or George. There is a much bigger energy involved here.
It shall begin later.
T: I finish work at 3pm. From that point on, I will be present, focused, and ready to give myself fully. My attention, my obedience, my submission — all of it will be yours to guide.
E: First of all, this will work best if you are dressed appropriately as you read and respond to these messages. There is no rush to do this straightaway; it may require some time to get ready. You need to be wearing nothing but a pair of briefs or shorts as we communicate. Around your neck, there should be a symbol of your lowly status, of being owned by another.
It can be as simple as a piece of string or rope or as fancy as a proper dog's collar. It is your status symbol. It doesn't mean you are always going to attend, obey and submit, but it is a symbol of your promise to do this - a promise being made chiefly to yourself.
Once you are dressed this way, you may read the next part of the message.
This will only work if we co-operate together, as superior and inferior beings. You may think of this dynamic as s***e/tyrant, servant/master, bottom/top, or however else it suits, but there is only one consideration, which is for you to be absolutely clear about your own role and about what you hope or expect to find by playing it out. You will find that the roles may swap over time, for it is a well-known fact in BDSM circles that the submissive guys hold all the power. The so-called top men are really their puppets. We shall look at all this.
For when you are clear about your role, the role of whoever it is you are communicating with will also become much clearer. But don't worry too much about all that for the moment.
Instead, remember that for this training process to have any benefit, effect or value, you must be totally honest with yourself in the answers and responses you give. This is not about keeping someone else happy - here, there is no 'someone else' - this is about digging into the roots of your own desires, facing them, and finding out about the pains and the pleasures they involve.
Throughout this entire process you are allowed and encouraged to have and to voice sexual impulses and urges, to say what is working and what is not, to explain what gets you hot or what leaves you cold. You are allowed to masturbate as you are reading this text, if you get turned on by what is happening and the thoughts that enter your mind. You are even permitted to take a break to watch porn, if that is your habit. Nothing is out of bounds here.
BUT if you do decide to go down any path of sexual activity while you are in training then you have two options regarding your use and timing of an orgasm: either you must have no orgasm at all or you must have at least three orgasms in fairly quick succession. It is the choice you must make each time you feel aroused: either denial of relief or excess of it.
Start now to think about this, which path you would choose. Explore your feelings about it before we go any further.
At any time you are free to leave this process with no blame whatsoever attached. This training is an experimental sexual interaction with no experts.
It is now important that you communicate as carefully and as honestly as you can about what gives you the greatest sexual pleasure in your life. You may go back to episodes and events in the past to help provide the narrative for this. The more details you provide the better the training becomes for it can be tailored precisely to your needs. It would be helpful if you could mention things like porn preferences, if applicable, and the kinds of experiences with men that you have so far found fulfilling.
Obviously, a deep level of trust is necessary as we move along. You have already demonstrated a lot of trust by providing your photograph. That itself is a big jump into the unknown, a sign of bravery, especially as the receiver of your photo is himself an unverified member. You are free to ask for any advice as we go along.
We are both learning together. First, it is all about our sexuality, our primal urges, our lusts, our bodily longings. Also, the same rules apply on this side as regards any sexual arousal, whether to sustain it without relief at all or to have an excess of relief.
For you want to be told what to do. You are getting what you want. Now you must face the consequences of it. Now you must tell me how dirty or hot or desperate your mind is when your cock gets hard.
T: I’ve read and re-read your words, each line settling deeper into me like steps into something larger than I fully understand — but desperately want to.
I’ve changed. I’m now wearing nothing but tight briefs, and around my neck, a simple piece of black cord — my own symbol of submission, a private collar to remind me who and what I am in this space. Not just for you… but for myself. A promise. A lowering. A preparation.
I can feel the shift already — the control, the clarity. I want to obey. I want to learn.
You asked me to consider denial or excess. Just the thought of being denied — of my need being ignored, locked, controlled — makes my cock twitch. But the idea of being used so thoroughly, so completely that I’m drained over and over… that’s equally intoxicating. I don’t know which terrifies or excites me more. Maybe that’s the point.
You also asked for honesty. So here it is:
When I touch myself, what burns most is the idea of not being in control. Being watched. Being told. Being taken. Held down, edged, teased, used for someone else’s pleasure, or trained to beg for mine. I think about being made to follow orders, to serve, to kneel. Sometimes I imagine being restrained, blindfolded, hands tied, body open.
I’ve sucked cock. I’ve been taken — once. But never like this. Never with purpose. Never with power.
Porn-wise… I’m drawn to domination, edging, JOI, orgasm control, chastity, group use, service submission, and those moments where the submissive gives in — when you see the moment they break or offer themselves completely. That moment when it’s no longer about performance… but about surrender.
That’s where I want to go. That’s what I want to feel.
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