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By *rgeo OP   Man
7 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

Approaching my fiftieth birthday, my wife decided to surprise me with a specially commissioned art work. It turned out to be a rather beautiful sculpture of an abstract female form. For the next ten years it sat in pride of place in our lounge, in its own little niche on the wall. Over these last ten years, however, I had started to find the male form much more to my taste and my wife knew this. Therefore, when I was about to turn sixty she suggested that this time we should find a different piece of work to reflect this change. She offered to pay for the commission but she wanted me to source it myself, telling me to make it as daring as possible. In other words, it would be a gift for both of us. Whether it went on public view in our lounge or remained in a more private place remained to be seen. I envisioned it sitting on the tall cabinet in view of our bed. It would be something that could make a nice accompanying focus for an early morning horn. A friend of ours who was familiar with this side of things recommended a chap called Ralph who ran a studio not far from Bedford. One Sunday afternoon, I drove up from the city to meet him, view some of his works and to talk about the kind of sculpture we required. It was not going to be a big piece, but my wife has generously put aside £5000.

All through my fifties, an attraction to the male body had crept up on me. It started at the gym, where I began to notice some of the younger, fitter guys. I found that after a few seconds of gazing at some of them I would get hard. I also found that a very definite type of man with a slim, smooth body had the most effect on me. Hairy and overweight guys made no impact. I began to realise that it was something about their youth and softness that got me hard, an acceptable alternative for my penis to respond to other than the usual porn shots of women. At first, I wanted to possess these men in the same way I would possess a woman. Gradually, however, an extra curiosity came into it and I started to imagine what it might be like to feel another man’s cock in my hand. Then I began to think of what it might taste like. Finally, I began to obsess somewhat about having a real live stiff cock up my arse, not just a pretend rubber thing that my wife and I had occasionally shared.

Until I met Ralph, none of these thoughts and feelings had materialised into anything other than late night or early morning solo masturbations. Why Ralph tipped me over the edge into action is something I need to explain. On the surface, he was not the sort of man I even fantasised about. He was not like some of the little gym bunnies I lusted over, - the smooth-skinned ones, at least - nor was he even very young, being barely ten years younger than me. I think when we met he was 50 and I was 59. But what he made me realise eventually is that my lusting after all those pretty young things was covering a much deeper need inside me.

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By *mooth FuntimeMan
7 days ago

Oxford

Mmm promising start

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By *un Times321Man
7 days ago

Tickton

Nice start love the fact the wife encourages you

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By *otwillyMan
7 days ago

Scunthorpe

Nice start

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By *ich65Man
7 days ago

Chorley

😈👍

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By *ar98kMan
7 days ago

guildford

Please continue

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By *ature boyMan
7 days ago

Erdington

Carry on...

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By *herub65Man
7 days ago

Reading

Please continue it’s sounds like a very interesting meeting.

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

It was Sunday morning and, for some reason, I had decided to go to the gym early. The place seemed deserted, but, as I entered the changing rooms, four of my favourite gym bunnies were waiting for me. They removed the towels from around their waists, grabbed me, tore of my clothes, bent me over one of the benches and took it in turns to fuck me in every orifice. Their hot young bodies were glistening with sweat as they pounded at me, pumping their spunk into me, plastering me with their cum. Then they threw me over on to my back and forced me to wank myself off for their pleasure, laughing as I banged away at my cock with my fist. They all got hard again, standing around me, and each one of them ejaculated a second time onto my writhing naked body. I shot a tremendous load across my chest. Some of it hit my chin as my wife came in with a mug of tea. She put the mug down on the dresser and handed me some tissues.

“Felling better, George?” she asked.

Even as I dried myself off I could feel myself getting hard again. After finishing our tea, we would make love and I would fuck myself deep inside her comforting cunt. Then she would cook breakfast while I walked the dog. Being a Sunday, it would be scrambled eggs on toast with smoked salmon. I would pick up a paper from the corner shop and read the weekend section later in the bath. I planned to get to Bedford by one o’clock.

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By *unwithuMan
6 days ago

manchester

This is going to be a good story. Please continue

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

Ralph’s studio was tucked away at the back of the house. From the outside, at first glance, it was no more than a glorified shed. However, it opened up quite extensively on one side and I could tell straightaway that this was the domain of a serious artist. He showed me some finished pieces that he was preparing for sale, mainly pictures, with several small pottery items and a couple of larger abstract sculptures. They were quirky and distinctive. The pictures used colours that looked both bold and muted at the same time, a very clever effect.

He was about my height, with dark hair going grey, a scruffy chin beard and moustache, also greying, and dark brown eyes. His face was tall and lean. He wore a large pair of round tortoiseshell glasses which framed his eyes really well. My wife would have found him irresistible. I assume most women would. He gave off an air of shy confidence, of great skills and ability hiding beneath a slightly rumpled appearance. I could see the attraction he might hold, to men or women, but he was not the type of man I would ever fantasise about.

We were sitting in his lounge when it happened. That moment that changed my life. His wife had been in and out to say hello to me and to bring us drinks and snacks. We each had a glass of red wine in our hands, a warm satisfying Malbec. He had been explaining to me the difficulty of creating an abstract of the male form without making it derivative. He was trying to get out of me the real purpose of the piece. What did I want the piece to achieve? When I told him that both my wife and I wanted something that could be considered erotic, a playful piece for private enjoyment in the bedroom, something clicked and he laughed.

“That’s easy, then,” he said. “But I assume you’re not just talking about a big cock and balls.” He laughed again. “You’ll want something classy but arousing.”

I nodded.

“In that case,” he said, “Tell me which part of the male body attracts you the most. But keep away from the cock. That’s a given.”

I looked across at him. We were sitting in separate arm chairs. His face was quizzical. His brown eyes twinkled.

“I see a lot of men at the gym,” I said, “And I must admit that the most appealing to me are those men with slim or skinny smooth bodies. It is their stomach area that really catches my eye. I pointed to myself to try to demonstrate what I meant. “From here to here,” I said, placing my hands across my torso at waist and chest level. “I suppose that’s a very classical pose though,” I added, “And I don’t know how you’d make it abstract.”

“Don’t worry about that. Sometimes a realistic interpretation can also be abstract. It is about what goes on inside here,” - he pointed a finger at his own head - “More than anything else.” He looked away from me, took a sip of wine and murmured to himself.

“There is one man,” I admitted, “Who does seem more special than the others for some reason,” I said, suddenly remembering a lad who really got me hot under the collar. “I’m contradicting myself now though because he actually has some chest hair.”

Ralph stood up and slowly unbuttoned his shirt. Without removing it altogether, he pulled back his shirt to reveal his body.

“Like this?” he asked.

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

I couldn’t speak. I was looking at an older version of a body I had been fantasising about for the last six months. He was completely at ease. It was like he was showing me an illustration in a book. There were small curls of hair around his chest, barely noticeable. His stomach was totally smooth, his navel tucked in. Involuntarily, I licked my lips. This was the first time in my life that a man had deliberately exposed his body just for my benefit. I felt weak and strong at the same time. I am quite sure that if I had been standing up my legs would have buckled. My head pounded, matching the pounding of the blood as it seeped back into my tired penis. It had already managed two orgasms that morning. What made it worse or better - and I suppose that depends upon who is telling this story - is that his being older made it much more realistic. The younger guys were the abstractions. Here was the real thing.

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By *otwillyMan
6 days ago

Scunthorpe

Good writing

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By *orfyMan
6 days ago

Visiting from North Norfolk

I like the build up

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

Nothing else happened that afternoon but inwardly, psychologically, there had been a huge shift, a seismic shift. It was no longer about the sexiness of taboo little bodies at the gymnasium. Indeed, perhaps, it wasn't even about sex at all. To me it felt more like a journey into the heart of what it meant to be male. It was about surrendering myself to maleness, to masculinity, to mankind. Ralph represented the door into that other world of human experience. Immediately too I felt I understood the source of it, which was very simple, and which must be the same for so many people. I could trace it right back to my relationship with my parents and my siblings, and I could see for the first time all the cold dead-ends of family life. I had felt this all my life but I had never seen it before. And, in seeing it now, none of it mattered.

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By *ature boyMan
6 days ago

Erdington

And...

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

With both our wives knowing all about it, Ralph and I began an affair. At first, we only kissed. Tentatively, playfully, on the lips; and then with a full mouth. As we kissed, we held on to one another, pulling into each other and then pulling back to look at one another. As I looked into his deep brown eyes I felt only love and tenderness for him. All I could hope was that he felt at least some of the same for me. We took it very slowly. It was an old-fashioned courtship.

The second time I visited him, my wife had come with me. While she and his wife took a tour of the garden, I had spoken to him in the lounge. I didn't care what happened. This was all part of the commission. I simply told him the effect that he had had upon me and waited for his reply.

"That's so beautiful," he said. "Your honesty is amazing."

He came and sat down beside me. He placed his hand over mine and left it there as he spoke.

"I think I've always been bi-sexual," he said. "But I've never felt the need to do anything about it."

We looked at one another. After about a minute he spoke again.

"Let's call the girls in and tell them that we're going to have an affair."

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By *ature boyMan
6 days ago

Erdington

Whaaat???

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By *otwillyMan
6 days ago

Scunthorpe

Niw that is a bombshell to tell the wifes

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

Mutual masturbation. I had seen these two words placed together many times and the effect upon me was always the same. Now that it was a reality with Ralph, everything seemed so natural about it. We had virtually identical penises, in length, girth and both with circumcisions. For the first few weeks we would lie in bed and play with one another, bringing each other off, and then kissing and cuddling afterwards. The sex was just a fun additional factor to whatever else was happening underneath. None of it seemed serious or heavy. We were experimenting with and on one another.

Depending where we were, usually in his bed or mine, one of our wives would pop their head around the door and ask if we wanted a drink. We got through a lot of red wine this way; more than we should have, as one of us had to drive home. At this point we never stayed over. On a good day, the journey was only ninety minutes.

There was never once any thought of our wives joining in with us. We all knew that this had to be a private endeavour, a men only thing. But nor did we ever think of inviting other men to join us. This aspect of it never occurred to either of us. We were like two teenagers lost in a deep and abiding infatuation.

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

As summer approached, it was agreed that the four of us should holiday together. We toyed with going abroad - Italy, possibly - but in the end we booked a place in the Lake District for a week, at the end of June. George and Sally; Ralph and Rose. But really it was all about George and Ralph now. Something had come apart in both our marriages. We all knew it; none of us knew what to say about it.

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By *aypee46Man
6 days ago

Nuneaton

What a great story, can’t wait for more x

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON


"What a great story, can’t wait for more x"

Thanks, Jaypee. Blown away by that orgy photo on your profile.

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

Looking back, it was very clear that Ralph was the sole instigator of all this. If he hadn't done what he did in the way he did it and at the time he chose to do it, nothing would ever have happened between us. But at the time it felt quite the opposite, that it was me who was responsible for setting these wheels in motion. Due to my honesty with Sally about my feelings for other men, I felt very strongly not only that I had set the thing running but also that I was very much in control of it.

On the first night in the Lakes, Ralph and I performed fellatio on one another. This may seem a strange thing to relate but until that moment we had been content with the very adolescent pleasures of kissing, fondling, stroking and wanking. Anything else seemed superfluous to our needs. It was Ralph who suggested we go further.

"Tonight," he said, "I want to know what your cum tastes like." It felt like he was pushing us further into a corner that was cutting us both off from everyone else. I felt a strong resistance to it. In my mind he was a boyfriend and a lover. He was breaking the romance of it. He was taking us into a much more sordid area of carnality. Even the way he said it shocked me.

This was me and my hypocrisy exposed. I could be one hundred percent honest with Sally about my feelings, even about my wishes to mastubate alone at home, but when it came to being honest about what two men might actually do to one another, I started to feel dirty, frightened, unprepared.

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

And I knew what it was all about really. I knew once I tasted one cock that there would be no going back from it. I would no longer be bi-sexual. I was terrified of the very thing I wanted so much.

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By *ich65Man
6 days ago

Chorley

Great story 🔥😈

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By *unwithuMan
6 days ago

manchester

Fabulous story

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By *kblokeMan
6 days ago

milton keynes

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By *otwillyMan
6 days ago

Scunthorpe

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

There were two large double bedrooms in the house that we had rented for the week. A third smaller bedroom had bunk beds, meant for when children stayed over but also large enough to sleep adults. It was in this smaller room that Ralph and I stepped into the next phase of our relationship. He had hinted at the act of fellation several times before. This afternoon, on our walk around Ambleside, he came out with it bluntly. Sally and Rose were a few yards ahead of us, just out of earshot.

“I want to taste more of you tonight,” he started, before going on to the explicit part.

I laughed nervously, not knowing what to say. I felt threatened in the way an actor must feel facing a new audience: fearing them yet depending upon them, wary of disappointing them yet craving their full attention. It was a difficult few hours for me. Eventually, I realised I would give in to him anyway and later that night I allowed Ralph to use his mouth and lips on the part of me that had so far only felt his hands. It reminded me of our wedding night when I had first made love to Sally. It was the first time I had been inside her and now I was inside him. Almost out of revenge, I then went down on him and took him in my mouth, swallowing everything he produced. I wanted him to feel as violated as I felt. It never occurred to me that having his penis in my mouth was a violation against me. Everything was upside down, the wrong way around. That night I slept fitfully. I was in a foul mood the next day. The anger was all at myself for giving in to it. Then came another wave of anger for wanting more of it.

I broke down that evening and we had to cancel our plans for dinner. We were supposed to be dining at a new lakeside trattoria somewhere. In the end, we had a makeshift meal in the house. As I talked to the three of them as they tried to help me make sense of things, I watched Ralph intently. He looked more beautiful than ever and that made me mad. He looked more beautiful than Sally had ever looked, or any woman over whom I had harboured lustful feelings in my youth. And I poured it all out to them. I had no choice. My life was ruined and it may as well go all the way to hell.

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By *aypee46Man
6 days ago

Nuneaton

Thank you, unfortunately that only happened twice before the guy stopped arranging them but it was amazing to be a part of it for a short while.

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By *rgeo OP   Man
6 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

For the one in the middle of any crisis, perhaps what drives them mad the most is the sense that no-one else around them is panicking. If they would just panic, I thought, like I am now, they would see the true seriousness of it and they would know what to say. They would know how to help me. It was like one was caught in the centre of a storm while everything around was perfectly calm. The eye of the storm was not meant to be like this, I remembered thinking. The eye of the storm is supposed to be the calm place.

The next morning, after Rose and Ralph had gone out to buy provisions, Sally and I talked alone. We had talked alone the night before too but this was different. A night of sleep had brought me some respite.

“But you’re my wife,” I exclaimed. “You’re my wife, my life, my whole life.”

“No, George, no.” She shook her head and smiled. “I am one part of your life. Everyone’s life is made of different parts, even mine. It is not fair to make someone else your whole life. Even if you go off and live with Ralph, he won’t be your whole life either.”

At that moment, it didn’t feel like that. Something in me knew that Ralph was my whole life. But, as circumstances were showing, it was impossible to say for how long.

We sat quietly and rested, waiting for the others to return.

“I wonder how Barley is doing,” I said, remembering our dog who was being housed in kennels at home.

Suddenly, Barley felt like the only stable component in my life. No, not Barley per se. It was my feelings for him that felt safe and stable. I knew exactly where we both belonged when I was with him.

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By *otwillyMan
6 days ago

Scunthorpe

Decisions, decisions

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By *rgeo OP   Man
5 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

After lunch, Sally and Rose went back out into town, leaving the two of us alone. I calculated in my head the number of times Ralph and I had been together. I estimated that we must have been to bed about fifteen times since February. We were in bed again, the moment the door closed as they left. This time I took him into our larger bedroom. We undressed and got beneath the sheets. We lay apart and looked at each other, neither of us speaking. He turned his head and looked up at the ceiling. I examined his profile, trying to work out my attraction for the male form from a close examination of a living example.

“It needs to be a head,” I said, surprising myself as much as him. “The commission,” I explained. “It needs to be a head.” Ralph had got no further than the sketching stage with it even after five months. At first, discussing it had been a weak excuse to get us all together, to talk about the progress of the artwork, but it had been largely forgotten about by now. “It needs to be your head. Lifelike, not abstract.”

I realised in that moment just how wrong we were about sex, not just Ralph and I, but the whole human race. It had absolutely no meaning at all. My own dog had a meaning. Our lunch had a meaning. The mountains and lakes outside had their meaning too. Even Ralph himself had a meaning. But sex had no meaning at all. And as the realisation hit my brain and sent warm exciting ripples out into every other part of my body, into my heart, into the core of my feelings, I must have drifted off into a meditation that led directly to sleep.

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By *unwithuMan
5 days ago

manchester

Deep but enjoying this

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By *kyluke69Man
5 days ago

Gravesend

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By *otwillyMan
5 days ago

Scunthorpe

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By *rgeo OP   Man
5 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

“It was just sex. It didn’t mean anything.” I wonder how many times men have said something like this to their wives and partners after being discovered cheating. Probably since time began a version of these words has been uttered every hour or so somewhere in the world. Sex - it doesn’t mean anything. Sex has no meaning at all.

I woke up to the sound of laughter coming from the kitchen. I turned over and saw that I was alone in bed. It was quarter past five. I had been asleep for more than two hours.

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By *rgeo OP   Man
5 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

There is something about women’s laughter that puts it in a different dimension from men’s. Ralph was laughing too but it was the two women who were really laughing, who really got the joke. I assumed initially that they were laughing at me. Immediately, however, I knew I was wrong, because it was too loud and raucous. It was obvious that they were laughing at some vast universal joke. Which could also be me. So I started laughing too. I couldn’t help myself. I sat up and gave way to it. It has always been like this for me, swayed by the infectious nature of it. And I hadn’t laughed for months - realising this, I laughed even harder.

On hearing me, they all came into the room. The two wives sat on the bed, their laughter regenerated by mine. Ralph was standing at the door smiling at the scene. He was laughing then stopping then laughing again. The rest of us were laughing uncontrollably. I flapped my hands to beg for mercy from the pain of it, but that just made us worse. Sally lay on the bed, gasping for breath, almost weeping. Rose rolled on to the floor and curled up into a little ball, kicking her feet. Ralph was hit by a spasm and bent himself double. Everything was alright and everything would be well forever. The universe was making another turn and human beings would carry on living in it for a little while longer. It had been sorted out without any one of us having to do a thing. None of us knew what we were laughing about, thank God. Like sex, it had no meaning. Sex, God and Laughter - the holy trinity.

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By *TRAPON BOSSTV/TS
5 days ago

Waterford Ireland

Is there more

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By *rgeo OP   Man
5 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

On Tuesday we drove out quite a distance from where we were staying and did some low level walking up near Penrith. On the journey home Ralph asked if I could stop the car. He had spotted a view just north of Grasmere and wanted to make sure it was suitable for a sketching session in the next day or so. We all had a short walk to stretch our legs while Ralph was getting a feel for the place. It was decided that we would drop him off either Wednesday or Thursday morning while the rest of us explored around Keswick. It was weather dependent.

That evening, after dinner at one of the local hotels, we all walked back together to our accommodation. Ralph had his hand in Rose’s and was walking arm-in-arm with Sally.

“Are you two ever going to fuck one another?” Sally asked me. We all stopped still. We had all heard the question. We were halfway up the hill back to our place and the sun was setting over the lake. It had been a glorious day without a spot of rain. There were one or two darker clouds overhead now.

“Yes!” said Rose, enthusiastically, “That’s an excellent question.”

I felt the muscles around my middle tense. It’s that feeling when one doesn’t want to give anything away, when one doesn’t even want to consider providing an answer. It wasn’t about having to tell them the truth; it was about me having to hear it.

“We’re not stupid, you know, boys,” added Sally. “Rose and I have talked about this - about you, I mean - a lot.” She indicated with her hands that ‘you’ meant the two of us.

“Come here,” she said to me, taking my arm and wrapping it around Ralph’s. “This is really how we should be walking home together.” And she put her own arm into Sally’s.

“And, no, we are not planning on having our own little affair.”

We all laughed. It wasn’t the same as yesterday’s laughter but it had the same sense of freedom about it, the freedom to laugh at anything, however wild or outrageous. What happened yesterday had opened another door.

The bedtime arrangements so far - and no-one had worked them out in advance or said anything about them; they just happened - were that Ralph and I would spend some time together on one of the small single beds and then join our wives later in their bedrooms. On Saturday Rose and Sally had sat up together talking in the lounge while we retired early. On Sunday, slightly differently because of my breakdown, Ralph and I didn’t sleep together. By Monday, we were all exhausted and retired early to our double rooms. A little later, in the middle of the night, about 3am, Ralph crept into my room, woke me up without disturbing Sally. We sat and kissed on the sofa in the lounge. I got very hard and he went down on me again, swallowing it all. He kissed me again and I could taste the essence of myself in his mouth. It made me gag but it turned me on. I then performed the same act on him. He lay back on the sofa and let me devour him. As he came in my mouth it was like I myself was coming for a second time. It was the most intense kind of orgasm I had ever known, not from my cock but from every part of me. I guess either Rose or Sally or even both of them had heard me. Ralph hugged me tight and we remained like that for ten minutes.

“So?” said Sally. “Are you going to fuck?!” Ralph and I both looked at them and just nodded. We were two naughty schoolboys being asked if we would try to do better.

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By *rgeo OP   Man
5 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

The weather turned nasty the day after and so, instead of working outside, Ralph decided to make a start on some sketches of his own head for the sculpture. He said that with any luck it would be ready for my birthday in September. I wanted it as realistic as possible, I told him. It would be possible to make it life-size too, which excited me a lot. The girls had gone across to the spa of a local hotel and would be out all afternoon. We had all eaten a simple lunch of sandwiches. A bottle of red wine was half empty. I topped up our glasses and handed one of them to Ralph.

“What about the you-know-what then?” he asked.

I knew what he meant by the you-know-what. We were both very shy deep down. This meant that when we were crude and direct in our language, - as our wives could be, apparently, without blushing - it made it all the more shocking and exciting, but not necessarily in a good way. I hadn’t liked his directness the other day in regards to the fellatio and I sensed that this now was his way of making up for it. The thought of the activity didn’t bother me if the language around it was alright. I wanted Ralph to fuck me and I wanted to fuck him, but not using those words. Seeing them now in print doesn’t matter; it is all about the sound of it. I wanted to be able to go up to someone, a close friend or a complete stranger, and convey to them the fact that although Ralph and I do something to each other with our erect penises, it is not called fucking. I wanted a better name for it.

“Let’s talk about it later, when the girls are back,” I suggested. “We’re stupid, you and me. We’ll get it wrong.”

He didn’t know what I was talking about and I had to spend the next five minutes explaining to him what I had just been thinking about.

“OK,” he said. “Maybe we can discuss it over dinner.”

I very much liked the proposed civilised scenario. We were driving out to dine at an expensive Indian restaurant. Maybe the Indians had a better name for it, I thought.

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By *unwithuMan
5 days ago

manchester

Nice

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By *otwillyMan
5 days ago

Scunthorpe

Different and interesting

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By *rgeo OP   Man
5 days ago

WOLVERHAMPTON

“It’s simple, if you think about it,” I explained to them. We had got to thinking about desserts and were waiting for a waiter. “They fuck you up, your mum and dad. Fuck up. Fucking mess. Fuck face.” I couldn’t think of any more. “Why use a word like that to describe what happens when two people do what they do? That’s my objection. It demeans what they do. It would demean what we might do.” I looked at Ralph. He looked at the dessert menu again.

“I suppose sodomy and buggery are out,” said Sally as the waiter appeared behind her. “What about making love? That’s simple enough.” Now the waiter waited. We ordered what we wanted and Sally continued. “Yes, you’d be making love, that’s all. Don’t make it so complicated, darling.”

I had never anally penetrated my wife. I had never wished to. I never would. But with a man the act was the completion of something, the stepping over a threshold. I couldn’t explain it very well to myself but was hoping that I could get some clarity from sharing my frustration with the others. Suddenly, it came to me.

“I want to be one hundred percent homosexual now,” I said, boldly and tentatively in the same breath. Bold because I knew this was what I wanted; tentative because I didn’t know what their reactions might be.

“Then making love is the perfect expression for it,” said Rose.

Sally nodded in agreement. Ralph looked puzzled. I was having none of it.

“It has nothing whatsoever to do with love!” I blurted out. “Now you’re making it complicated.”

“But I love you, George,” said Ralph.

He hadn’t spoken a word for the last five minutes and the sound of his voice stopped everyone dead. Also, I sensed that what he had just said to me had taken a lot of courage.

“I love you too,” I said, casually, quickly. “I love Sally. I love my dog. I love Rose. Christ, I even love pistachio ice-cream,” which I had just ordered. “Love happens to us. We don’t make it happen.”

“Sexual communion!” offered Rose, trying to be helpful, but in my mind the phrase just conjured up a black mass. I shook my head.

“Don’t worry, folks,” I said. “The answer will arrive, I know it will. It will be blindingly obvious when it comes.”

The waiter brought over our desserts and we ate for a while in silence.

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By *unwithuMan
5 days ago

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5 days ago

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By *rgeo OP   Man
4 days ago

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Later that night, squashed together on our bunk bed, Ralph and I kissed and cuddled for a while before returning to our respective spouses. When I got back to Sally, she was sitting up reading. She was surprised to see me back so soon. It was just after 10 o'clock. She put down her book, slid out of bed and put on her dressing gown.

“Tell Ralph to come in here,” she said. “I’ll sleep in the spare room tonight.” I was about to speak when she stopped me. “No arguments, George. This is for Ralph. You were rude to him tonight and you need to do something about it. You heard what he said. We all did.”

“But…” I began. Then I turned and went into the lounge where Ralph was tidying up and sorting out a few of his artist’s things. The weather forecast for the following day was good and he wanted to make the most of it.

“Sally’s going to sleep in the spare room,” I told him. “You can come in with me, if you wish.” He stopped what he was doing and looked up at me. A puzzled, thoughtful, worried expression passed over his face and ended in a smile.

“That’s very kind of her,” he said. “I’ll be with you in a minute.”

It was a strange night. Neither of us felt horny. Given our freedom, we chose sleep over anything else. After kissing and cuddling for a while, I turned to my side with Ralph tucked up against me. I can’t remember any more, falling asleep almost immediately. This was not what Sally had envisioned by putting us together in the big bed. She had wanted us to resolve something.

We both woke early. Ralph was facing away from me, snoring very faintly. As I returned from the bathroom, he turned over and sat up. For the next fifteen minutes we sat side by side in bed, drinking tea in silence. He finished his tea and put it down on the table next to him. His hand found my leg and moved down to the centre of me. I was soft and small, shrunken, barely visible. His hand felt warm from holding the mug of tea. He stroked softly at my testicles, moving them delicately, tweaking them, bringing things alive. I stayed still, looking out of the window, as though he didn’t exist. A wave of energy spread out through my body. My penis unfurled and stiffened. I could feel my heart beating. I could hear it beating in my head. My body stretched. I allowed the pleasure to envelop me.

“Take me,” he whispered, barely audible. “I want you to take me.”

Take. Take. Take. The word settled in my brain in sync with my heart beats. Take. Taken. Take. Taken. Nothing to do with love. More ancient than love. We got out of bed and he bent over on the mattress. I took him from behind, first with my mouth, then with my fingers and finally with my manhood. I was taking him. He was being taken. I was taking him to my heart completely.

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By *unwithuMan
4 days ago

manchester

Isn’t that lovely. They found a way

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By *oel222Man
4 days ago

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Beautiful story

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4 days ago

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By *rgeo OP   Man
4 days ago

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Later that autumn, Ralph and I got to visit Italy on our own. We treated it as our honeymoon. He had finished the sculpture in time for my birthday. It sat in our bedroom as originally planned. We never lived together but we saw a lot of each other, either separately or as a group with our wives. When I retired at sixty-five, we sold our house in London and moved nearer to Rose and Ralph, the next village along.

I never slept with anyone else though I suspect Ralph may have had a dalliance with a younger man. I never asked about it. We loved one another and we took turns to take one another. Whether that meant taking him to lunch, taking him away for a week or taking him from behind, it was all the same to me. For him it may have been different. You would have to ask him. I had commissioned something from him and he had delivered. That was enough for me.

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By *ust 58Man
4 days ago

london

That was the most beautiful story. Felt some resonance with the line, sometimes unspoken and at times so openly discussed in a very intelligent adult way, for that I applaud you and thank you for opening my eyes. . xx

Truly a fabulous read

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By *otwillyMan
4 days ago

Scunthorpe

Well written tender story, thank you

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By *kblokeMan
4 days ago

milton keynes

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By *unwithuMan
4 days ago

manchester

Lovely story

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By *haneportsMan
4 days ago

portsmouth

A lovely open way to explore life's intrigues

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By *rgeo OP   Man
3 days ago

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"That was the most beautiful story. Felt some resonance with the line, sometimes unspoken and at times so openly discussed in a very intelligent adult way, for that I applaud you and thank you for opening my eyes. . xx

Truly a fabulous read "

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By *1ch1eMan
3 days ago

York

brilliantly emotive story. love the way you describe your feelings and emotions of the relationships as thry evolved and developed. very personal and intimate. nice change from the wham, bam, fuck me man stories normally on here

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By *rgeo OP   Man
1 hour ago

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"brilliantly emotive story. love the way you describe your feelings and emotions of the relationships as thry evolved and developed. very personal and intimate. nice change from the wham, bam, fuck me man stories normally on here "

Thank you, Richie.

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